This life is so weird. It's like everything turns into a memory real fast and you can only remember some of them that happened. I have to admit that I miss the girl I was and like her more than the girl I am. This is so sad. It's like you will never be that person again because time flies every second every minute every hour every day. You can't turn back and fix any mistake you have done that sometimes it's keep come back and hunt you. You just have to find your way to live with them and learn from them ....lt's hard to cry because of the mistake that you have done at late night when you are trying to fall asleep.
At every age that I have been through, I would always think that that age is the oldest age I will get but no. It turned out that I will get older and older every year. I don't think that I can behave properly at any age. Right now that I'm 15, I behave like 10 yet my mind is gone like almost 30 and also I have a teenage attitude...conflict in me. At the age of 5, I thought I was 15. Like what? When I was younger I love when the younger kids bow at me because it made me feel like an adult or someone that should be respected but right now I don't even like it when anyone bows at me. It's like am I a grandma now?
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06Diary|from every corner of my mind
Non-FictionYou don't need a therapist.You just needs someone who have the same attitude as you are.So you don't feel like you are the only one that feel this way. Since this pandemic I have too much time with myself which is not good for me because...
