𝐏𝐒𝐘𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐂 ; 𝑀𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑎𝑖𝑟𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑑

Chapter 15

I sat up from my bed and examined my bedroom,sighing in relief as i felt the familiar feeling rush down my whole body,"y/n are you alright?"i looked up and saw cecelia standing in the door,"yeah i am fine"i answered back while wiping my sweat away,she walked towards me and touched my forehead,"are you sure you look like you've had a nightmare"i pushed her hand away and gave her a reassuring smile"of course why would i not be ok".

"well for starters you look so pale and your sweating so much."

"I am really fine cecelia can you just please grab me a glass of water"she nodded and walked out of the room.

I stood up and went to the bathroom,looking at myself in the mirror"jesus christ i do look bad"i mumbled to myself,i was about to head back when i felt the need to puke,i quickly got to the sink and puked all over it,"what the hell happend"i heard cecelia yell,she ran towards me and caressed my back,after about a minute a stopped puking,i sighed and slid my back through the wall,"that was so fucking intense"cecelia rolled her eyes and crouched down infront of me.

"What the hell just happend y/n?"

I shrugged my shoulder and wiped the puke in my mouth,"idon't know i just felt like puking".

"Well you should have a rest and the water is in your bedside table".

"Thanks cecelia your the best"she smiled and helped me stand up.

After reaching my bed i grabbed my drink and emptied the glass,i leaned to my headbored and sighed,"thank you again cecelia"she playfully rolled her eyes and walked to the bathroom,"what are you doing?"i yelled,"cleaning your mess obviously"she replied,i giggled and felt the embrace of my pillow,"i miss miles"i breath out,i wanted to go their but i am reluctant about it,i just feel betrayed about miles not telling me about his past with this girl,that lilith bitch i swear to god if i ever see her i will kill a her,"hey i just finished cleaning and-what's gotten into you?"i shook my head trying to forget about my reccent thought,"nothing i just..remembered something?"she looked at me with disbelief but walked out.

I fluttered my eyes and felt it getting hevier and hevier.I then drifted back to sleep.

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I looked once more and felt myself panicking,"what the fuck i thought this was over". I stood up and walked to the endless void of darkness with a trembling body,i could feel the tears threatining to go down,every step i take everything becomes dimmer and colder by the second,"well well look whose back"i flinched and closed my eyes,this is all a dream i kept repeating that in my head. I hesitantly sat up and tried to ran faster i way from the voice.

After running for what felt like a mile,i looked around and saw nothing but darkness,i stopped and sat down cathing my breath,tears we're now running down my eyes,"someone please help me"i shouted attempting to see if someone heard me,i could feel my throat burn from yelling many times,i gave up and just laid down,i can't do it anymore i need to rest."you're not giving up are you?''i looked up and saw a silhouette standing infront of me,i quickly sat up,"who are you?"i asked ,she giggled and ran,"wait hold on"i said as i ran towards her.

I stopped as the silhouette disappeared into thin air,"where the hell is she?"i walked around and saw a forest,i stared in confusion but started walking closer to it,i once saw the silhouette hiding behind a bush,she looked at me and motioned for me to come to her,i started going to her and looked at what she was starring at,"what is it?"she gave me sign to be quite,rude i thought to myself,she pointed at the direction near the big tree,i stared back and saw miles?.

What is he doing here?i squint my eyes and saw a girl with him,i felt my body fill up with anger,who the hell is she?"you see that girl?"i nodded and looked back at them,"well she is miles's soulmate"she said bluntly,i felt my heart shatter,my world collapsing in an intant,i stood up and wondered around the empty forest,"don't be sad there are many other people around",the unknown silhouette said,i shook my head in disagreement and sighed,"just leave me alone"she looked at me and gave me a nod before disappearing,i laid down once more feeling defeated by faith,i could feel the darkneess getting closer and closer to me,the cold air hitting my face,"you see how much of a failure you became"the voice inside my head repeating it every second.

As the time passed by i was still stuck in this place,not wanting to stand up due to sadness that got to my heart,the ground shook making the land break into pieces,making me fall down the cold water,i didn't bother swimming at the top.I felt the need to just drown with my sorrows,out of nowhere someone held my hand and attempted to drag me to the surface,i looked up and saw the previous silhouette that was following me,i shook my head and tried to yank my hand away,but failed.She had a strong grip on my hand,as a minute goes by we finally reached the surface,i got up and took a deep breath,"why did you save me you could have just let me be?"i gasped still catching my breat,"cause i couldn't let you drown just because of a boy"she answered sitting down,i rolled my eyes and her comment and quickly sat down besides her.

"who really are you?"

"It's to soon for you to know my real form"

I scoffed and fiddled with the hem of my t-shirt,"so when is the right time?"

She didin't answer me and just looked at the sky,it was just empty and dark.

"It was my dream"she answered still looking up.

I furrowed my eyebrows,"what dream?"

She looked down and starred at me,"it was my dream to meet you and here you are right now sitting besides me".

"What do you mean have we met before?"my voice full of curiosty.

She smiled once more before grabbing something and blowing it in my eyes,i felt dizzy and my eyes ready to be shut,"wh-what..ar..e you..doi..ng"i said in a slur as i tried to fight the urge to shut my eyes.

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I squirmed under my blanket as the heat in my room hit my skin,i fluttered my eyes open and saw i was back in my room,why does this keep happening to me,i thought to myself but was interrupted by the door being opened.I looked up and saw cecelia with a glass of water and a bread with jam,"i thought you would want to eat after you woke up"she smilled showing her dimples in the process,she walked towards me and gave me the tray of food,i thanked her and took the tray out of her hand,she nodded her head and got out of the room.

After finishing up i wiped my mouth with a napkin and stood up,"i need to move more"i said as i felt the pain in my lowe back,i grabbed the tray and went downstairs.As i was going down i saw cecelia cleaning down the living room,i coughed catching her attention,"what are you doing downstairs you should be up relaxing"she scolded and ran at me.

She grabbed the tray away from me and settled it down by the table,she quickly held my hand and led me to the couch,"you should not walk around while you're sick"she had her hand to her waist and made a angry face,i giggled and that made her eyes soften at me,"you're so cute cel,i just wanted to walk around because my back is sore from laying around all day"i explained.

A/N:sorry for not updating in a while and thank you guys for reading my story<3