𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔// 𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐙𝐔 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐔𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐘𝐎 𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐅𝐈𝐂

SAME OLD LOVE

Y/n, along with Sanzu, are both currently buying some clothes and stuff that the girl needs. He told her not to pick up her old things anymore. Sounds like a slight insult to her since she paid those with her money. At the same time, it wasn't because she was being spoiled by the man with tons of money so why not enjoy it while it lasts, right? "Hey! Y/n. Try this one..." he approached the girl who was looking through the shirt section. She took them from his hands and realized it was a stunning red dress but its too short and revealing for her taste. "Nah...I won't look good on this. I'm literally a stick. Straight as fuck, no curvy shape whatsoever." She said while chuckling as she continues to search for more shirts. "You're going to try this on." He said in a stern voice while looking at her with a glare. "Okay! Okay! Geez... no need to be mad..." she said as she took it and went to the fitting room. The man was amused to see her scared reaction but he didn't do it to scare her. He just wanted to make her try it since it's been so long when he last saw her wear something more girly rather than ragged or boyish.

"So...?" she calls for the man's attention while smiling awkwardly at him. She hasn't worn dresses or moreover something this short and sexy for a while now. "How do I look?" she asked him. Sanzu wasn't able to respond quickly. He was too starstruck with the girl in front of him. "You look hot—Ahh! I mean you look great in it!" he said. "Really~" she replied while walking towards him with a smirk plastered on her face and stopping when her face was inches apart from his. He gulped and clears his throat.  "If you want more dresses, you can check over there. I'll wait here. And...you can't say 'No. I don't wear dresses. One is enough'. You liar, I've seen you wore them before. Now go pick some." He said in a mocking tone and ushered her to that direction.

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Minutes later, they went home along with plenty of shopping bags, some from Chanel, Gucci, Prada, and many more designer brands. Sucks to be broke as fuck but lucky that Y/n was treated by this man. The whole ride was quiet that it was making Sanzu anxious.

-Y/N POV-

When he was with me at the mall, he was just saying yes and asking me what I want. If its in another person's point of view, it was kind of like a date. Is it though? I can't say I hated it nor loved it. It was confusing. Why is he being sweet to me all the time when we literally over for years. Why am I also okay with all this? I mean sure... we did have something; we shared a bond. Am I letting him in my life again?

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After helping Y/n with the clothes and showing her the room, she'll stay at, Sanzu rests at the couch. Y/n approached him and asked, "Hey...uhm, Sanzu?" the man lifted his gaze on her and nods. "Maybe, we need to talk about our problem now? Let me start... what am I to you?" the man was stunned. Yeah...what is she to him?

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The girl of his dreams. The one he cherishes more than his own life. His euphoria and paradise. His treasure for years and years that he will never ever let anyone take away. Those were his answers if someone asks him to describe the girl. Him? Oh, he's nothing but a bastard who broke her heart and left without saying anything but "Let's never meet again." Did he regret those? Absolutely! He spent the years longing for her smiles, kisses, hugs, everything about her. He can't forget the way she cried that day. It haunted him for years even until now. That is why he was trying his best to make up for these mistakes. She was right though. There will be a time wherein he has to explain what happened. He was a coward when it comes to her. He couldn't answer and kept telling her to not open the topic because he can't explain it. He can't explain why he has to leave her.