𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔// 𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐙𝐔 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐔𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐘𝐎 𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐅𝐈𝐂

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2 days later. Sanzu listened to Y/n's advice about resting the whole time for a speedy recovery. In return, she was the one doing all the work at home like cooking, cleaning, laundry, buying groceries, etc. and that makes the man feel guilty for such a reckless behavior that night of the shoot- out. He felt like he was turning her into a maid which is not what he intends to in the first place but ended up doing so because she insists. Let's just say he can decline her request, but it just doesn't because she's got him wrapped around her finger.

"I told you to rest, didn't I? why do you keep on getting up from bed and doing the housework?" she stated as she pushes the male back down to lie on his bed.

"I wanted to help. You are tiring yourself out. Come on, I am fine now so please let me help just this once..." he answered her back while sitting up and pleads with also the use of his sweet tone and begging eyes to convince her.

Surprisingly, it's her first time to say yes. Well, not in love but with his request to help. She thought that his muscles will jerk and sleep if he don't use them as well, so simple activities won't be a problem, right? She sighed as she gave in, making Sanzu grin. From there, they both did their jobs as if they are a couple living under the same roof. Well, weren't they like that before?

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"Haru~ stop eating those chocolates, we'll run out once I start whipping up some icing for this cake," Y/n chuckled as she glances at her boyfriend from time to time, trying to snuck in a piece of chocolate or two in his mouth.

"I'm sorry, I'll stop then..." he back hugged his very lovely girlfriend and placed his chin on her shoulder, watching her do her thing.

"You're kind of much clingier today, huh? I don't know if clingier is a word, but you know what I mean..." she asked Sanzu.

"Can't I be clingy to you?" he answers her with a question. "You can...anytime~" she replied while giving him a kiss on the nose and continues her work.

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8 years ago, they were inseparable. They are there for each other, especially even in Sanzu's fights. Y/n was always there. In another way around, Sanzu never left her side. Sometimes you would even catch them hanging out during free school hours. If there is one thing they would always do, it's to hug each other or cuddle. Anytime. If one feels insecure, they hug. If there is something going on, they would hug. If they want to wish each other good luck, hugs, and some kisses here and there. Bad nights? Hug it away. Sick? Hugs. That's how they show their love for each other. If possible, they wouldn't even want to let go of each other.

Not until one day, when it all goes down. The warmth and care that encircles them, gone in one go.

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"Hey, Haru?" Y/n, who was currently in Sanzu's bedroom giving him a therapy for his injured shoulder, asks him in a light tone in her voice.

Ehh...what's with the sudden nickname?... is what the other thought but didn't ask anymore because of the seriousness of the atmosphere.

"Yeah?" he asked her.

"Can I sleep here for tonight?" she looks at him directly with her eyes slightly glistening because of who knows why.

"Yeah, sure...If it's not a bother that you'll sleep with me, then go ahead." He replied to her slightly smiling.

"Thank you~" she smiled, her eyes almost disappearing because of how happy and smiley she got.

Sooner or later, she joins Sanzu in bed. She was hesitant to do something though. Something that they used to always do. She misses it so bad that she just went ahead and took the risk of doing it. She wraps her arm on his body while the other male has his back facing her. In shock, his body slight jolted and turns his head to look behind him. Y/n was burying her face on his back with a sigh. She then immediately let go when she realized, it's kind of rude to not ask him if it's alright to hug him.

"Sorry... I should've asked you if you wanted to hug..." she said sheepishly as she also turns the other way.

Sanzu, on the other hand, felt a sting on his chest as soon as she let go. He turns to her and hugs her close, sharing his body warmth to her small frame. He rests his face on the crook of her neck as he whispered softly onto her ear.

"What's wrong? Hmm... I know you very well, and when you do these things, it means there is something on your mind" the girl faced him as he stared at her eyes lovingly. "What is it?" he added before slightly caressing her cheek.

Y/n looks away before looking at him again and told him, "It's just... I miss how things were. When we always just cuddle and hug each other. When we're clingy... It makes me wonder; don't you ever miss how things were between us? Do you miss how we used to be?" she said as her eyes starts forming small beads of tears in its corner. "Because I do... a lot..." she added, making the male speechless and at the same time feeling a bit hurt with her words.

"I do..." he replied as he tucks her hair behind her ear his eyes fixed at her stare... looking at her in utmost care and affection. He spoke again...

"I've missed you"

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Hey guys! I'm so so so sorry for the very long wait. I just had to take a break due to a lot of things going on and also I wanted to write my story when I am fully inspired and once I have already thought of how it might go on a chapter. Anyways thank you so much for all the reader and supporters. I hope you liked this chapter and will be posting a new one soon! Stay safe as always<3333