red inked paper

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how heavy is your heart today?
the same weight of a red inked paper.

TWO.

glutton.

my mother calls

and asks

if i have eaten yet

i say no.

my stomach was honest,

left with no trace

of any cafeteria food,

take out or the sad excuse of

a meal i would make with

a shared microwave.

but as i end the call

i ponder why i had lied.

i seem to not have the strength

to admit to my

gluttony.

some nights i indulge myself

in the bitter tastes of

low marks.

the gritted flavor of

red ink on

folder paper.

the tiring blue light

of a lecture screen.

and the mouth filling

words of my college

math text book.

the truth was,

my tongue missed

the warmth of home cooked meals,

but my teeth wished to chew

on a good future.

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