This life

The Rain

The rain is not working in my favor today. I really don't want to take a ride with him but I also don't want to walk home or be sopping wet. So I get in his car. He made me sit on a garbage bag so I didn't ruin his precious leather seat. It was probably the longest ride in my life. When we finally reached my drive way I went to get out of the car but he grabbed my arm.. "wait, the only reason I didn't talk to you again was because I didn't want my dad to be suspicious and my phone was dead when I got home." He said trying to reason. It was working but I snapped out of it. "What you don't own a charger?" I said back harshly. He let go of my arm immediately after I said that. I could still feel his hand print lingering on my arm after he removed his hand. I got out of the car.

I went to my room and looked out my window. His car was still sitting there. He wouldn't leave, I had to get him away from my house before my mom got home or Sam because she would freak. Not to mention all the questions she's going to have from my little 'show' with him today. I walk back out to his car. He rolls down the window and his eyes sort of brighten when he sees me. Why are his eyes brightening? Its sure not because of you. Stop being so stupid. I wince because my own voice just shoved a knife in my chest. "What?" He states innocently while getting out of the car. I back up kind of alarmed by the fact he got out of his car, while its raining. I start to ask him to leave he's not listening though. His eyes are focus..focused on.. on my lips. How? What? No way..the hottest guy at school is not focusing on MY lips. He is though. What is he doing?! Why is he moving closer? He wraps his arms around me. He kisses me. I've never kissed anyone before but its obvious he has.

I want to pull away but I can't. I'm in this daze. Its so good I honestly can't get enough. I want this to last forever. His lips fit perfectly with mine. They move in perfect timing together it's not how I imagined it would be. It's so much better.. My head is spinning, I'm honestly not comepletely aware of what I'm doing. It all just happens. I run my fingers through his hair and down his back. His back ahhh it's muscular and his shoulders their perfect. He is perfect. Then I realize I don't know him. I've talked to him maybe two times. I pull away but I stay there and look at him. I really want to get to know him. "Want to come in and study with me?" I question and smile. His face brightens. "Yeah, I do." He replies smiling back. God! I love his smile so much.

We get into the living room. Oh crap, your so stupid Anna. Sam is standing there practically star struck and now I hear the garage door opening. This could not get any worse.. but it does. "Sam, whose in your room?" I question shocked and concerned. "It's....umm.." she has no words to answer my question. Then a guy I've never seen before walks out of her room. Then mom walks in. She stops immediately, she's sheep white. I'm getting really concerned. I think she's going to pass out. She doesn't do anything or say anything she just puts her bags down, takes her shoes off, and goes into her room closing the door behind her.

Sam and I look at eachother. "Anna, this is Ryan. Ryan, this is my sister Anna." She introduces us. I say nice to meet you then walk into my room with Sean following close behind me. When we get into my room I leave the door open and he sits down on the chair at my desk I sit on my bed. He looks at me. For a few mintues there is a awkward silence then Sean breaks the silence by saying, "I couldn't find my charger so I called my mom and she said I had left it at her house. That's why I didn't charge my phone or text you." Ohh I say back. She doesn't live with you and your dad? I question "No. My parent separated about a year ago. I was thinking.. I'm going over tomorrow for a bit to see her. You should come."