This life

Maybe.

"I don't know. That'd be fun but I don't know." I respond to him. I don't know if I really want to go but I respond with 'maybe' to lighten his mood. I walk out to his car with him. "I'd really love for you to be there.." he says in a low sexy voice. I think I might pass out. We stand there for a bit in silence. After a while I break the silence and reassure him that I'll ask. He smiles and kisses me again.

I cant get the question out of my mind so I ask him.. "So are we boyfriend and girlfriend now? Or what?" He smiles at my question, which I now realize was a childish question but I don't care.

"It depends... Do you want to be?" He questions

I am filled with butterflies. So many I think they might fly out of my stomach and land all over him. God I hope that doesn't happen. He'd probably take back his offer, which I don't know I want to accept. Of course you do Anna, stop being so stupid. "Yes, I would but I don't really know you and you proabaly just want to use me.." I look up at him obviously with nervous written all over my face because I watched his beautiful perfect smirk form on his face.

"I will not use you. I really like you Anna. I wouldn't havee kissed you if I really didn't like you. I can't keep you out of my head. You're diferent than any other girl. Your beautiful, truthful, if you make a promise you'll keep it i already know that, and I barely know you that's what makes this all comepletely crazy." He looks down at me with the most caring eyes and all I can do is smile at him because I have no words. A week ago I was the reject and now I'm standing outside being asked out by the hottest guy at my school who by the way has kissed me two frickin times now!

"Fine, I accept." I say then smile at him. He smiles back then gives me a quick kiss and pulls out of the drive way. I have a boyfriend! A seriously real and hot boyfriend! No way!

The next morning he pulls into the driveway. I was not expecting that. "Can I take you to school my lady?" I smile at him. "Why of course." I respond. I run back inside and grab my bag converse and run back out to his car.

"Good morning beautiful, hop in!" He says as I get into his car. "Good morning" I respond with a smile.

"So can you come visit my mom with me after school?" He asks glancing at me.

"Yeah, I did. She said I could as long as I finished my homework." I smile as those words fall out of my mouth. She is giving me more freedom but also not letting me forget I still have to finish my homework. I don't know it just kind of tickles me.

We pull into school, park, and walk into school. He's holding my hand. Everyone stops. They are staring at Sean and I. I just smile and walk down the hallway like its a normal day. Sean sees all he people staring and he stops, looks at everyone, then me, smiles his amazing bright smile, and kisses me. Infront of everyone! Then he smiles at me again and we keep walking down the hallway. He stops with me at my locker, says he can't wait to see me in langauge arts, kisses me then we depart.

I sigh, I really like him. He"s so sweet. I need to start wearing actual nice clothes. Oh crap... I'm going to meet his mom looking like this. That's not okay. Good going Anna. I'll just ask him to take me home first so I can change. He sat with me at lunch and came by my locker in between every period. He's so sweet.

"Hey, would you mind taking me home so I could change really fast before meeting your mom?" I ask him

"Why? You look really good now. Anna, don't worry. She's super chill and she's not going to judge you for your 'style'. I can assure you of that. She'll love you, I'm sure of that." He reassures me and were off! On our way to see his mom. But I'm still nervous.