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𝐀𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢 𝐍𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐞𝐡 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧 | 𝐌𝐚𝐧𝐢
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It's been 3 weeks since we've been back from Hawaii and I haven't been out anywhere much. I'm either doing hair, visiting Ziair's gravesite or sleeping. I've been looking for a house and I had a viewing today which I was getting ready for.
I haven't talked to Kassan since the whole argument we had the day before we left. I miss him but I don't feel like I was in the wrong so I'm not gonna go apologize for shit I didn't do.
Kaylesia and I put a down payment on a building for her to do lashes and for me to do hair. I've been looking online for the things we're gonna need in the shop and stuff like that. I feel like I'm in a content place with my life. I'm not extremely happy but I'm not extremely sad and I feel like that's a side effect of my meds.
I feel like if I was taking my anti depressants like I should've been the first time, Kassan wouldn't have caught me cutting and he wouldn't have told Ziair and we wouldn't have had that big argument before he died.
I sighed as I zipped up my hoodie. I had on a pair of black sweatpants, a grey hoodie, and my white gfazos. It was July but it was raining which I didn't understand.
I quickly grabbed my keys, phone, and wallet before walking out to my car. Kassan had the benz delivered to my house but I have yet to drive it considering I'm mad at him.
I pulled my hood over my head before unlocking the doors to my black honda accord, getting in, and putting the address to the house in my gps.
$$$
This was the 4th house I've seen this week and it was definitely my favorite. I'm gonna keep looking around of course but this is my first choice as of right now.
I waved to the lady showing the house before getting back into my car. The house was only 15 minutes from my old place, not a far drive. As I started to pull off my phone — which was connected to the speaker via bluetooth — started ringing.
I was about to decline it before I read the contact name and seen it was Kassan.
"Hello?"
"Where you going?"
"About to go get something to eat, why wassup?"
"You busy?"
"No Giovanni, do you need something?"
"Yea come over, I wanna talk to you"
I nodded before hanging up and letting pussy fairy by Jhene Aiko play on the speaker.
