Revolution

Chapter 15

The boys were laying in bed after they finished up, they both stayed quiet for a certain amount of time, but they both really needed what they just did. Touch was their way of showing love and affection. 

It was communication they weren't always the best at, they had just had their second biggest fight they've ever had. The first one hurt them both worst obviously they had broken up, this time they just needed a couple of days to themselves.

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Simon laid there knowing they had to talk at some point, and him saying I'm sorry wasn't good enough. he turned to his side facing Wilhelm, he thought for a second not knowing what to say.

Wilhelm looks at him, he brought his arm over to Simon's hand, holding it 'What was all that about on Friday love?' 

'I don't know... I was just really mad at Sara and I made a mistake taking my anger out on you..' he says, he turns back onto his back. 'I didn't mean to bring up everything from almost a year ago..'

He nods 'Okay, I understand you were mad but the only reason I came outside is to make sure you were okay.. not to be attacked with stuff I haven't even forgiven myself for.' he told him 'Don't ever think that there is a day that goes by, that I don't think about all the shit I put you through, but you still took me back, the only reason you did is because we still had love there.' 

Simon nods and turns his head toward Wilhelm 'I'm really sorry..' 

'Stop apologizing.' he says 

He looks away feeling tears fill his eyes 'Ill be back in a bit, I have to go do something.' he says 

Wilhelm sits up 'Can you not leave while we are talking?' he asks 

'What else is there to talk about Wilhelm?' he asks 

He looked 'We haven't seen each other for a week, I'd say there's definitely something wrong here.' 

'If you didn't wanna see me, maybe you shouldn't have came to my room then.' 

He nods 'Maybe you do need some more space, because obviously what I did a year ago is still hurting you, even though you have someone who loves you! and that you love back or maybe that isn't true anymore.' he says 

Simon looks 'No it's not what happened a year ago, it's what I did a couple months ago.' he says 

(Imma bout to shatter some hearts, Our babies will be happy very soon.)

Wilhelm looks to him 'What did you do a year ago?' he asks

'Its nothing, never mind..' he says 

'No you already said its something you did, obviously you wanted to tell me, so just tell me.' 

Simon gets up starting to get dressed 'I slept with another guy after you left. I didn't know what we were at that time, you just told me you loved me but I couldn't say it back.' he says and pulled his shirt on after getting his underwear and pants on.

He laid there for a second thinking, he didn't know what to say he didn't get mad because they weren't even together 'Okay, do you have feelings for him?' he asks as he sits up keeping the blanket on his lap 

He looked over 'I slept with him more than once.' 

'What do you mean by more than once?' he asks getting up to get dressed 

Simon looks away, he had cheated on Wilhelm and didn't know how to tell him. 'You might as well leave now..' he says trying to hint to him that he had cheated pretty recently 

'While we were together? really Simon?' he asks 

He looks at him 'Wilhelm.. It was over the last few weeks, he came over and it just happened' he says putting his head in his hands 'I didn't mean for this to happen.' 

Wilhelm made his way to the door before turning around 'Do you have feelings for him Simon?' 

'No, it was just sex. I promise it didn't mean anything' he says 

He breathes, he didn't want to be mad at Simon but he was, he had a right to be. just like Simon had a right to be mad at him when Wilhelm left things on bad terms. 

Simon bites his bottom lip 'Wilhelm..' he whispered he couldn't even get a loud word out.

Wilhelm turns back to the door 'Simon.. I need some time this time.. I'm guessing this was after I just had the accident, so the last week of summer after I left. so its been what 3 weeks since its happened? you waited 3 fucking weeks to tell me.' he says 

He tears up 'I'm so sorry..' he says 

'3 weeks' he says 'I think we need some time apart Simon' he says before opening the door and leaving slamming it shut 

Simon jumped a bit at the sound of the door slamming, he sits down on the bed putting his head in his hands crying. he couldn't believe himself for what he did, to be honest he hadn't thought about it happening until now. When Wilhelm had left he had felt lonely so he invited over his friend, well not friend anymore. They talked for a bit until his friend started touching him.. but Simon told him he had a boyfriend, the guy told him that he wouldn't find out. But Wilhelm did about both times. 

Wilhelm walks to his room, he looks at Simons spot in his bed. He felt angry, trying to figure out why Simon did what he did. He sits on the bed across from the other one. He knew their relationship was kinda hanging by the thread at the moment, he just didn't know if they could get through a fight this time.

Simon lays down on the bed, he knew he needed to give Wille space, like a lot of space right now. He just didn't want Wilhelm trying to hurt himself again.

To be continued..