Revolution

Chapter 12

(( Hi Everyone before I start this chapter, I am making a few changes.. So Simon and Wilhelm will be heading back to school since its now September. ALSO ummm well I'm making Erik alive now so that's just a thing now. enjoy.))

!!Mention of Suicide attempt story, Suicide in general, so if you aren't comfortable with it I honestly would recommend to skip this chapter and move onto the next one.I do not want to trigger anyone in any sort of way!!!

Wilhelm had gotten back to the castle and hadn't spoken to anyone, not even his brother which wasn't like him at all.. there was something he wasn't telling anyone. He had only told Simon.

*FLASH BACK TO CHAPTER 11 WHERE SIMON AND WILHELM ARE SITTING ON THE PORCH SWING  'TALKING'*

Wilhelm and Simon had sat down, Wilhelm was acting ok but he wasn't and needed to tell Simon something but just didn't know how.. he sat there quietly for a couple of minutes looking around the peaceful and quiet neighbourhood 

Simon looks over to him 'Wilhelm is something wrong, ever since we got home from the hospital you've been tip toeing around me..' he says 

Looking over to the love of his life, he knew he was about to break Simons heart 'Theres something I should probably tell you.' he says 

He nods 'Clearly, I'm here for you no matter what it is, no matter how much it might hurt me.. please don't tell me your breaking things off again..?' 

'No I'm not' he says 'The night of the accident I wasn't really on the way to your house, I wasn't even near the route to your house.' he says 'I had been home and my parents were all over Erik like usual and I was sitting in the dust, the only thing keeping me happy was you and that's it.' 

Simon nods listening 

He breathes slowly 'I decided to get into the car, and go for a drive.. but I wasn't planning on coming back to anyone' he says hoping he was understanding what he was saying 

'Like leave town..?' he asks then thought about it 'Oh.. Wilhelm..' he says 

Wilhelm nods 'I was hurting and I know you always say to call or text but it just got really bad, I didn't wanna put everything on you, tell you what was going through my head. I got into the car and started driving once I got to an empty area I saw a truck coming..  I knew I had the chance it was right there.' he says feeling his eyes fill with tears 'So I took that chance but obviously it didn't work.' Wille told him 

Simon sat there for a second taking it all in 'Wilhelm' he says and goes sitting on his lap 'Look at me' 

He looks at him 'I know it was selfish not to say goodbye or tell anyone' he says 'Not knowing how much it would hurt them' he says 

He nods 'Yeah but I wouldn't call you selfish.. you were hurting, you weren't thinking about the people around you, but I don't blame you' he says 'I understand what your going through and went through' he says and kissed his head 'Please promise the next time you feel like that you call, we can stay on the phone until your ready we don't have to talk, ill understand.' he says 

Wilhelm hugs him 'I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Simon' he says and cries into his chest 

Simon rubs his back softly, tearing up running his fingers through the back of his hair.

*End of flash back* 

Wilhelm sits in his room in his usual place, right by the Window on the seat. He had previously told Simon, not even his mother knew so he just let them put it as an accident from the rain.