Revolution

Chapter 18

A couple days go by, Simon continued trying to talk to Wilhelm, but as usual Wilhelm refused to talk to him, it only made Simon give up more. But he remembered when his mom told him he would have to fight for someone he loves. He knew Wilhelm needed space so he gave it to him. 

Wilhelm had planned a trip, he told his mom about it and she got him 2 months off of school which he really needed right now. He was packing his bags he had 2 suitcases packed which was a lot but it was 2 months.

Simon came out of his room as Wilhelms door was open, he had bags on the floor which Brought tears to his eyes, how did he do this? why would he do this to Wilhelm.. as he felt the tears fall he walks back into his room closing the door quietly

After an hour of packing he was ready to leave he had already said bye to his friends, just not to Simon and wasn't going to he was still hurting and just didn't have to words to even say goodbye, again.

As he felt tears fall down his cheeks, Simon cradled his knees up to his chest, laying his head on his knees he felt horrible and had for a month and now he knew he wasn't getting Wilhelm back.. he felt like Wilhelm completed him in a way.

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Wilhelm walks down the hall, it felt weird leaving especially in the middle of the school year. Everything that made him feel at home was here, but it didn't feel like home anymore he was taking a trip to Vienna, it was the place his family would visit every easter. 

He hadn't been back since Erik passed away.. The past Christmas was hard enough it was the first holiday without Erik, it was the worst day of his life literally..

Simon had walked out of his room seeing Wilhelm with two big suitcases and breathes, he was still wondering where he was going 'Wilhelm..' he says 

Just as Wilhelm thought he had escaped the Simon thoughts for a second, he heard the voice he'd been avoiding for a month now, and now hoping for 2 more months of just him because he needed it even though he knew his mind would always slip the thoughts of Simon in anyways 'What now?' he asks 

'Where are you going, are you leaving because of me?' he asks 

Wilhelm looks over 'I'm taking a infinite amount of time until I would like to come back, in Vienna' he says 'And no I'm not leaving just because of you Simon, I need a break and no I don't know when I will be back.' he says 

He nods 'Please don't leave Wille' he says as tears fell down his cheeks 'All this past month, all I have felt is ashamed, and I feel horrible for cheating on you. I know sorry isn't gonna resolve our problems.. my problems' he says 

'Simon every time I look at you all I see is you with some guy in your bed.' he says 'Give me one good reason why I shouldn't leave' he says looking him straight in the eyes 

Simon looks and then felt his head lower looking at the floor 'I love you!' he yells 

Wille nods and looks 'I love you to Simon, but that doesn't solve that you cheated on me.' he says

'I get that, and I can't begin to imagine how you feel right now.. I just don't wanna loose you completely from my life.' 

He looks to him 'Simon you won't ever fully loose me, I will always be a part of you and you will always be a part of me.' he says and looks down to the floor then back up to him  'I have to go my flight is soon' he says and turns away 

Simon nods as he felt tears fall all over again, he turns around and walks back to his room 

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Wilhelm got to the airport, the talk with Simon was nice but it felt awkward between them now, like there was no saving them.

His flight got there and he boarded being seated in first class, he knew this vacation would help, no Simon or parents. Just him to help him focus on him and him only.