Revolution

Chapter 17

((I have some ideas, more sad Wilmon coming your way, beware be ready to be sad.))

It had been a couple days since Wilhelm and Simon had made up, Wilhelm forgave him because he knew that Simon had made a mistake, and it hurt Wilhelm a lot he would even do it. Why was that guy there to begin with? They had been so good for months and now ever since Wille tried to commit, Simon had been treating him like he was fragile. 

He forgave him and all.. but was it wrong of him too? should he have broken up with him? Wilhelm stood there in his dorm room for a couple of minutes, he'd never been in this situation so he really didn't know what to do. All he knew is that his boyfriend was in bed 3 weeks ago with a guy he didn't even know. He felt tears form in his eyes as they fall he felt the hot tears running down his light red cheeks.

Wilhelm stayed in his room crying, more and more tears fell as sobs filled the room he didn't wanna break up with Simon, but every time he closed his eyes he saw Simon with another guy.. every single time.

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Simon had been awake most of the night, laying in bed he knew the little hug and kiss they shared a couple days ago after Wille forgave him wasn't exactly real, well it was real he just knew Wille was still in shock, and wasn't happy with him. 

I felt horrible for Wilhelm, everyday since he forgave me I keep wishing I never invited that guy over.. what the hell was I thinking? I have a boyfriend, just because we had to wait 4-6 weeks to have sex doesn't mean go sleep with another guy! Fuck..

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Wilhelm decided to go for the hardest thing possible.. to break off the most important thing to him, Simon.

He got up going to open his door they hadn't been with each other in the few days, just because they both knew what was coming.. the break up, neither of them wanted it but It was the best thing to happen for right now. 

Opening the door slowly Wilhelm went over to the door right across the halls from his, Simons. He approached it taking a deep breath then knocked..

Simon opened the door 'Wilhelm your here.. You okay you don't look good..'

Wilhelm shakes his head, he didn't know how to do this because he'd never said the words out loud 'I think we should break up..' he says looking at the ground, then lifts his head looking at Simon 

He looks over to him 'So we can't even try making this work..?' he asks 

'Simon all I can see when I close my eyes is you and some guy.. I'm not doing this because I don't love you.' he says 

'Okay' he says 'I'm so sorry for what I did, I didn't think..' 

Wille nods 'Maybe we can try again, I just don't know when that time will be, I love you please take care of yourself..' he says then walks back to his room feeling anxiety attack him, he took some deep breathes 

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Simon sat in his room, it finally happened the moment he saw coming, he felt absolutely horrible. He needed to figure out a way for this to work between them, because he loved Wilhelm and he wasn't giving up on him, not now.

He started thinking of some things that could help, he was over whelmed the emotional part hadn't hit him yet. Simon lays in his bed wearing of Wilhelm's hoodies he still had.