I did and didn't

Chapter Two

Lan Shizui tried to lift Wei Wuxian up from the floor but his heart breaks when he hears him scream. Screaming his heart out as he tugged on his now loose hair. Jin Ling trembled as he sees his uncle in immense pain that is slowly crushing his heart.

"Why... WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!"

Ouyang Zizhen grips his chest in pain as he sees his 'teacher' break down in front of him. Lan Jingyi only gripping on his sword tightly with tears streaming down his face.

"I want him... Please take me to him..."

"To who, Wei-qianbei...?"

"Lan Zhan... My Lan Zhan... I want him now...!"

"Wei-qianbei, Hanguang-jun is not here... He can't be with you until the next day..."

"Please... I want him now..."

Whenever Wei Wuxian feels as if the world is growing darker, he seeks for Lan Wangji that helps him calm down. But now he isn't here, he can't even see anymore. Looking at his hands as he sees red blood dripping on it. Desperately wiping it off but it won't come off. Shaking as his anxiety rises and his tears streamed even more.

"No... No no... Please..."

Wei Wuxian tugged his hair as more tears stream down his face. Lan Shizui hugging his father from the back as he desperately calls out for his name.

Everything flashed before his eyes. Once being a well known young cultivator for being talented and unique. To a feared demon and monster in the eyes of the others.

"Murderer!"

"Monster!"

"Demon!"

"Merciless!"

"Selfish!"

"Evil!"

"Scum!"

The words echo in his head, seeing the scene of every person that died in his eyes. The world tinted in red and the questions. Darkness surrounding him as he calls out for someone.

Someone please. Someone... Someones please save me...

Seeing the world burn infront of him, the people who passed away still hunting him until now. He should've moved on but the burden to know that he was the one blamed for their deaths is crushing his heart. Screaming and shouting, choking and stabbing. Falling and dying. Feeling alive and slowly crumpling back down. Maybe if he casted out a spell or tell them that he didn't do it. Hitching his breath as he gasps out for air, his lungs locking in on him as he beats on his chest to breath but he couldn't breath though he wished to breath! He's laughing and crying and breaking, feeling like dying again.

"You were his only mistake!"

He shouts at himself as he remembers what Lan Xichen told him back then. He froze when he felt soft hands cup his now wet cheeks as eyes with tears stared at his own. He saw her in his figure at he trembles and finally shatters.

"Shiejie..."

The eyes of his sister locks on his. A child who was crying pleaded to him with broken words.

"Please... I don't want to see you cry..."

Jin Ling choked as he sobbed, cupping his uncles' face. Lan Shizui hugged his fathers' waist as tears dampened his robes. Ouyang Zizhen to his left and Lan Jingyi to his right as they embrace the broken man they respect.