Cascade of Healing Hearts [Fangirl & Idol Series #5]

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Wild guess

"We're sex buddies or fubus, pero never pa tayong nag-sex! Mag-iisang linggo na!" Xhaiven chuckled with what I said. Totoo naman, e!

"Kapag hindi na ako busy, babe. Let's say.. next week? Final na 'yan. Next week first-"

"Don't you find this conversation weird and awkward? We're talking about having sex!" I laughed.

Umalis ako sa kama niya at yumakap sa beywang niya habang namimili siya ng susuotin. Tumawa siya saglit bago lumingon sa akin. Hinalikan niya ako sa noo at niyakap ako pabalik.

Hinalik-halikan ko ang leeg niya. Kinagat ko ang balat niya at sinipsip 'yon kaya nag-iwan ng marka. Tumaas ang isang kilay niya dahil sa ginawa ko. Ngumuso ako sa kaniya, nagmamakaawa. Gusto ko nang madiligan! Inggit na inggit na ako kapag nagkwekwento si mars!

"Sige na, please? Quickie lang! Bago ka magbihis!" I pulled his shirt and smiled cutely.

"No, Zelena. Masasaktan ka-"

"It's fine-"

"Wala ka pang experience, masasaktan ka lalo kung quickie ang gagawin natin. 'Wag na muna, okay? 'Wag makulit. Kumalma ka muna," tumatawang aniya, nang-aasar.

Inis tuloy akong humiwalay sa kaniya at nahiga ulit sa kama niya. Wala akong gagawin sa araw na 'to, e! Akala ko pa naman may mangyayari na sa amin.

Humiga siya sa tabi ko at yumakap sa tagiliran ko, nawala tuloy ang galit ko! Bumulong siya sa akin at humalik sa pisngi ko bago umalis. Hindi na ako nakatiis at humalik sa kaniya bago siya lumabas ng penthouse niya, bagay na ikinangiti niya.

"Zelena, darling? Do you need some help? Your dad and I can pull some strings-"

"No need, mom. I just need your trust." You can do this, Zelena..

"I've heard that you joined an agency. You want to be a model? Zelena, magdo-doctor ka, hindi mo kakayaning pagsabayin-"

"Mom, just let me do what I want!"

"Why? You don't want to become a doctor anymore? Sinuportahan ka namin sa gusto mo, Zelena!" I stilled because of that.. I looked away when I remembered how I chose medicine..

It was not in my plans to take medicine.. I don't want to be a doctor. They supported me because that was what they think was good for me. I was forced to take it..

If only I could save myself from the pain that I was hiding for years, I would've done so.. How I wish being a cardiologist can heal my own heart.. I want to heal and be free..

I failed to attend a lot of photoshoots because of my studies. I just hope that C-Box won't fire me because of what I am doing! I love modeling..

I went to my condo after my shift. I took a shower and dried my hair before going to bed. My body was covered with a comforter. It was cold..

My phone vibrated, so I had to check who was calling. I immediately hit the answer button when I saw the name.. Heart.. It was Xhaiven.

[Zelena, I'm outside your unit. Nasa loob ka ba?] My eyes widened! Naitapon ko ang phone ko sa kama at dali-daling tumakbo papunta sa pintuan. Pinagbuksan ko agad siya!

"Oh my God! You're really here!" I said out of excitement. I hugged his neck, earning a chuckle from him. He hugged my waist and guided me until we were able to get inside my unit. He closed the door with his other hand while kissing me.