Heartbreaking Secrets~

Open The Door

This chapter will include details of aftermath of self harm, and mentions of being underweight.

Rewind time to a couple of minutes earlier.

Izuku made his way through the hallway to Denki's dorm. He twisted the door knob hoping it was still unlocked, luckily it was. He stepped forward into the room, closing the door behind him.

He stood there quietly looking around taking in the scenery. The curtains that covered the balcony door were slightly up allowing little sunlight to shine into the room, the covers messly laying on the bed draping over the side falling onto the carpet, and Clothes scattered on the floor.

He shuffled towards the bed, slowly letting himself lay comfortably. He glanced up at the ceiling, noticing how it was decorated with stars that sparkled glowing in the dark.

"Huh? Did he do that himself? Cute." He silently mumbled to himself. He glanced back around the room before reaching out and grabbing the remote that laid on the cluttered nightstand. He clicked through channels on the tv trying to find anything that looked interesting.

He chose something that could just play as background sound because it was awfully quiet. Not even a minute later the door opened revealing a clearly shaken Kaminari, he was standing in the doorway, heavily detached from the world around him.

Izuku looked at him trying to tell what was going on, but before he could process what to say Kaminari ran towards the bathroom, slamming the door behind him. Izuku rushed to the bathroom door shaking the door knob trying to get in but to no use the door wouldn't open.

"Kami baby please let me in!"

"Kami?"

"Are you okay, baby?"

"Talk to me!"

"Please?"

"Baby? Please listen to my voice! It's gonna be okay, please just open the door!" He kept trying to say comforting things to get his attention, but nothing was working.

What's going on? Did something happen? What the fuck does he do? He was coming up with no explanation.

He took a step back and began to feel around the top of the door frame for any small key that could unlock the locked door. He felt a key and grabbed it, but because of his shaking hands he dropped it. He watched as if everything was in slow motion. The key fell to the floor and slid under the door to Denkis side. He shook his head violently.

"NO!"

"NO! NO! NO! NO!" Izuku yelled at himself, he was completely pissed that he was actually stupid enough to drop the only key that could allow him to get in. He stood up relooking around the room.

He would use my quirk, but he was afraid of the door breaking off and hitting Denki so he had to think of something else.

"C'mon c'mon there has to be something!?" He searched Kaminari's desk looking for anything, but nothing could be found. He was overly disappointed with himself.

As he continued to look around the half lit room he heard something hit the floor from inside the bathroom. He began to panic once again.

How could he let this happen? He ran towards the bathroom gripping the sides of the door. He brought his knee up to his stomach and began kicking the door as hard as he could.

"Fuck!" He cried out while kicking the door. "Why didn't I think of this sooner." He kicked the door harder each time while calling out to his boyfriend. Awaiting a response hurt harder when a response never came.

He looked down and saw a hole forming in the door. He kicked harder, making parts of the door fall down, causing the hole to become bigger. He kicked harder one last time, the door now had a big enough hole allowing him to get in.

He wasted no time. He immediately crawled through,

What he saw broke him.

There he was.

His boyfriend...laying on the cold bathroom floor, red fresh blood creeping down his wrist and onto the floor. Lying next to his small unconscious body was a box.

Izuku couldn't think straight.

"Please! Please no Kami, please get up!"

"Don't leave me!"

"Please be okay!"

"Baby!?"

"FUCK! SHIT! WHAT DO I DO?" He cried out as he rushed to his boyfriend's side pushing his blonde hair out of his face. He leaned down to see if he could feel his heartbeat.

It was faint, but he could hear and feel it. He reached onto the counter grabbing a small hand towel.

Izuku was so focused on trying to help Kaminari that he didn't notice all of the blades falling onto the floor. He wrapped it around his wrist and upper arm holding it down trying to stop him from losing any more blood. He silently looked down at him.

"Baby you got this! Please hold on, stay with me, I can't do this without you!" He watched his chest carefully as it raised and lowered, signalling that he was breathing.

He scooted out of the way, opening the cabinet behind him. He searched for any bandages or anything that could help patch up his wounds.

He soon found some small rubbing alcohol wipes and some bandages. He resituated himself removing the now bloody hand towel tossing it out of the way, Izuku carefully removed Kaminari's pikachu hoodie making sure not to worsen anything.

After he dabbled a couple alcohol wipes onto his wounds making sure they were clean. He placed the wipes to the side and began to slowly bandage him. Once finished he checked his body for any more cuts or wounds.

Soon he took a deep breath letting his head fall back, he breathed out tilting his head back up. He glanced down at his boyfriend and stared at how beautiful he was. The only thing left on his mind was what to do when he wakes up?

Izuku sat up unlocking what was left of the door and pushing it to the side. He leaned back down picking up a sleeping Denki and carried him out of the bathroom and into the room. He placed him into the bed and covered him up. He watched silently as he nuzzled into the comforter. Izuku stayed for a little longer, he just watched his chest rise and fall. He kissed him on the forehead.

"don't scare me like that again, I love you" He whispered.

He walked to the bathroom and looked at the now torn up room. He looked at the mirror and watched his reflection. He was shirtless, his chest covered in his boyfriend's blood. His eyes were red and puffy from crying, his cheeks were stained with tears, his hair was pushed back revealing his face more. He looked away from the mirror not wishing to see himself.

He didn't like seeing the blondes blood on him.

He began cleaning the bathroom, afraid of how Denki might react if he woke up and saw everything.

He soon finished cleaning the bathroom and took a short shower making sure to clean himself of the dried up blood that rested on him. He changed his clothes and slowly joined his sleeping boyfriend in the bed. He cuddled up to him into a spooning position allowing his head to rest near his, he once again kissed him, wrapping his arms around his waist gently pulling his body closer to his.

Izuku never noticed how malnourished Kaminari was. He scrunched his face up, trying to deny access to any tears falling. He made a self note to talk about that with Kaminari later. He cuddled closer trying to be as close as possible to him and eventually he ended up falling asleep.

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