Heartbreaking Secrets~

Nightmare Fuel

Small warning, this chapter mentions self harm.

Denki walked into the common room, cold air hitting his face as he got closer to the shared kitchen.

As he approached he could hear people cheering?

Curiosity got the best of him and he walked over to the tables trying to find out what everyone was so happy about. A small smile appeared on his face as surprisingly Bakugou grabbed his arm and yanked him closer.

"Bro you gotta come see this shit Aha-" Bakugou laughed out.

Bro? Did Bakugou just call him bro? This was starting to freak him out a little.

Weird

"Uhm- ok!" He awkwardly said as he followed him, well more like he was forced to follow. Once Bakugou managed to get him in front of everyone, mostly due to him shoving others out of the way Kaminari looked at what the big interest was about.

It was Izuku..

He was kissing Shoto.. like a hot make out scene you would see in a cringy Christmas Hallmark movie. Even if it was cringy it hurt seeing them together. They seemed to be annoying everyone around them, too engulfed in the kissing. Kaminari backed away from the two stumbling into Bakugou.

"What's wrong with ya dunce face? Don't act surprised you should've known he wanted nothing to do with you, I mean for crying out loud have you seen yourself compared to Shoto!" Bakugou said, placing his hand on his shoulder lightly squeezing it.

"B-but I thought you and S-shoto were a-"

"What? Together?" Bakugou said, cutting him off. He nodded his head 'yes' answering his question.

"Stupid Dunce face! You're really oblivious to everything aren't ya?" He said, chuckling some more.

"Huh?"

"It was an act dufus!" Bakugou barked. "Shoto and I pretended to date so no one fucked with Shoto thinking he was with me while Deku fucked with your feelings! By the way, Dunce Face, I think your self harm needs an upgrade!" Bakugou said before raising his hand and swiftly knocking him out.

Denki sighed, "I really am pathetic... one hit from Bakugou in the face and I'm knocked out? Wow."

He reopened his eyes expecting to be in Recovery Girls office, but instead he was running down a hallway?

How? How was he suddenly running? It was like he couldn't feel his legs hitting the floor.

The hallway was decorated with random paintings on the walls from poorly drawing clowns to things such as the infamous Slenderman images. For some reason he felt the need to never stop running so he never slowed down no matter how many corners he had to turn, there were many.

The long hallway quickly came to a dead end forcing him to come to a halt. He slowed down and looked around, hearing faint fast footsteps approaching from behind.., "aw fuck!" He whispered. He turned around noticing the hallway was....gone? Then how did it happen? He turned around again to see his usual spot facing the dead end but the bare wall was gone? All he saw was a field full of grass noticeably unattended to, telling by the amount of trash and alcohol bottles littering the grass.

"Are you lost?" He jumped forward, turning his head seeing a tall man bent to his height.

"W-what?" He was shaken by the sudden appearance. He reminded Denki of someone.. But who?

"Look kiddo you're in my field do you think it's okay to trespass?"

"Uh- no sir? I wasn't trying to trespass. I-I'm sorry?" He said backing up. Although he reminded him of someone he knew it wasn't a comforting presence, he could tell it didn't like him.

"Oh so you didn't mean to trespass yet here you are on my land, littering on it also." He shrugged and stood back up. He was tall, probably standing at 7'2? Way taller than Denki.

"Littering? I didn't litter- all that trash isn't mine!" He yelled out there was no way he was getting pinned for this.

"LIAR, you expect me to believe whatever comes out of your mouth? You can't even keep a promise to yourself!? Stupid child!"

Stupid child?

"Wha- wait only one person has said that to me-"

Before he could finish...

Poof

Soon just like everything in life.. it disappeared.

Was it all a dream?

It was over. All he had to do was blink and it was all gone?

that dream was fucking weird then.

"Stupid child" Denki repeated to himself, there was only one person who called him that. He gasped, his hand covering his mouth. He didn't like remembering who that person was and what had happened.

He slowly sat up pushing his weight onto his arms watching as Izuku's hands slid lower to his waist. Pain shot through his arms as he was trying to adjust himself.

"OW OW OW SHIT!" He yelled in pain while scanning his arms, finding new bandages? Izuku immediately sat up with concern and confusion.

"Baby? Are you alright?" Izuku asked, sitting up and leaning into his back, his head resting on his shoulder looking for what made him yell.

wait new bandages...oh.. oh no

"Baby?" He questioned again.

"L-last night.. I r-remember.." He finally spoke, letting his head fall as he just stared into his lap.

He sat there remembering what he had done last night. He really fucked up, but not only that he had fucked up Infront of Izuku, the only person he never wanted to lose.

"Denks?" He asked the blonde as he rubbed his back, shifting his position, picking him up in the process and sitting him in his lap, cradling the smaller male.

"I'm so so s-sorry!" He cried out leaning into his touch.

"There's nothing to be sorry about, m'kay Kami?" He said, kissing his head gently. He slightly nodded, clutching onto him.

"I love you Izuku"

"I love you too Kaminari"

He wanted this to last forever.

"Hey, baby can we talk?" Izuku asked. Kaminari looked up at him in fear.

Does he wanna break up?

"Look, it's nothing too serious!" He reassured him. He nodded telling him to continue.

"Last night I broke your bathroom door to get to you." He spoke softly with a small smile on his face.

"You broke my door?" Kaminari asked to which he replied with a slow nod and a frown replacing the smile.

Thanks for the scare asshole.

"Zuku don't scare me like that! You said we needed to talk and I thought you were gonna leave me, you scared me, you prick!" He let out a small chuckle. He looked surprised that Denki had thought that, but nonetheless smiled back at him.

They stayed in silence. Izuku wanted to mention the events of last night, but didn't want to overwhelm Kaminari. He decided to mention it when they were in a better spirit.

Denki stared off into space remembering his dream. It was normal for him to have nightmares, but this one just threw him off the edge. He was scared, confused, people say dreams have a meaning.., then what did the dream mean for him?

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