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Chapter 7

Harrys Pov : " you know Harry there are actually cabins right there ",she pointed her hand. We have been working on the tent, for about half an hour now. " yeah but what's the fun in that " i said cheerfully. She crossed her arms " Harry the Suns setting,we can sleep in the car tonight ". I shook my head and went back at it , she was holding down the other side. A big gust of wind came ,and then tent covered my face. I could hear her laughing , she came and pulled it off. Her little dimples showed , as she smiled at me. Her smile is so beautiful. She shook me out of my gaze, by mimicking the scene. She kissed me , " fine we'll sleep in the car " I whined. She folded up the tent and stuck it in the trunk. " shall we go get some wood " I asked , " yes we shall " she said in my accent. I held her hand ,as we went into the forest. We picked up little twigs,along with some larger pieces. She set up the wood while I got the matches. They were set up in a Fort shape. I laughed at her child like set up. " hey I toke girl guides,I know what I'm doing " she laughed. I furrowed my eye brows " really " ? She smiled " yeah but I didn't go on the trip,so I actually don't have experience ". I laughed and helped her set it up. Soon enough ,we were snuggled around the fire. I watched the flames while the, heat priced my face. " Harry in two years where do you see yourself " ? I looked at her , her gaze was set on the fire. " on our own world tour hopefully some albums , with you by my side ". A little smile appeared on her face , " you see me " she asked. I nodded " you've been my rock though all of this ". She then looked at me " really " ? I nodded and smiled " why do you want to keep me around , I'm slowing you down " her smile faded. " Zoe your not slowing me down you help me keep up , your the reason, I'm excited to come home everyday. You showed me how to keep a brave face to fame ". She bit her lips , her eyes we're watery. " I love you " she whispered , " I love you too ".
I watched her eyes get heavier , as we talked to each other. I rubbed her shoulder " want to go to bed " I asked. She nodded , I put out the fire , while she wrapped all the blankets around herself. We walked to the car " Fuck I hate the woods at night " she came closer to me. I could see her biting her lip. " good thing you've got a big strong man, to protect you " I teased. She nervously laughed. Shuffling in the bushes set her off. When she herd it , she jumped and ran for the car. I followed behind her , we both held onto the car to catch breath. " holy shit I almost shit myself " , I tried to laugh but I couldn't. I pushed back the seats , and locked the doors. She crawled to the back , I watched her wrap herself in blankets. I couldn't find a position , my moving tired me out and I fell asleep.

The next day the sun was right in my eyes. I couldn't escape it , I looked at the clock 7:00. I whispered to myself , I looked at Zoe, she was trying to fall back asleep. " Harry " she whispered " yeah " I replied , " want to get breakfast " she said louder. I nodded my head , I stood up making my back cracked. She jumped out of the car
" owe " she whined. I wrapped my arms around her, " Theres a diner up the path here " i pointed. She looked Down the path. The walk was a lot longer then I remember. The door dinged when we walked in. " Good morning seat yourself ",the lady behind the counter smiled. "morning" we both said. We sat down at the nearest booth. Zoe looked around , the walls were covered in pictures. I examined the menu , " How are you two this morning " our waitress asked. Zoe looked up at her and smiled " a little tired " she admitted. " well can I get you coffee or some tea " she asked , "I'll have a coffee please " Zoe said. I looked at the menu zoned out " I'll have tea please " i blinked to reset my gaze. The waitress left , " are you exited for the tour " she tapped my hand. I nodded , still a bit dazed. I haven't thought about the tour, at all over this trip. I was scared to leave her , What happens if she has a panic attack and she's alone. Everyday I fear this I fear for her more then myself now. Our drinks were set in front of us , we thanked her then ordered. I burned my tongue "owe" I whispered. " you know you should let it cool " she giggled. " I forgot it was hot " i moaned , she smirked and furrowed her brows. After eating we walked back to camp , I swung her arm back and forth.
" what should we do first" excitement filled my voice. I named off ideas , " I can't choose you choose " she smiled. I looked around it was sunny and the water was calm. " want to go canoeing " I asked , " of course as long as we stay dry " she squinted. We dragged the canoe to the water. It rocked back forth on the rocks. " okay you paddle to the dock , I'll jump on from there " i ordered. I helped her step into the canoe , I pushed her into the water she squealed. " Harry I haven't done this in years, how do I control this " I laughed at her spinning. " just paddle " I shouted , I think she must have cursed all the way to the dock. She pulled herself towards the dock. " Harry swear to god , if you tip this it's over " she joked. I rocked the canoe " HARRY " she screamed , I laughed and hopped in. " woah woah careful" she said. As soon as I got in I rocked the boat back and forth. " HARRY EDWARD STYLES " she screamed. I laughed at her screams. We paddled for a bit, " where are we going " she asked. I shrugged " who knows ". We paddled Intel the middle of the lake. The sun shinned on my back. " holy shit it's hot " I exclaimed. She nodded " I wish you'd tipped the boat " she joked. She gripped the sides tightly. " Wanna jump in " ? " Harry if we both jump the boat tips " she gripped the sides , " eh " I shrugged. She turned back and faced me , she stood up and peered over the side. She dipped her hand in , " fuck it " she dove in. The boat rocked back and forth fast. She swam to the surface , " this is really nice ". She went to the side of the boat , and tipped in Intel water almost got in. I gripped the sides " ZOE NO " I yelled. She tipped in and I rolled in. I swam to the surface , the cold water was refreshing. I moved my legs in circles to stop from sinking. The boat was up side down in the water , " now we've got swim in " i glared. She shrugged, I swam over to her. I grabbed her waist I lifted her up. " HARRY " she screamed , I put her over my shoulder. she tried to talk but she couldn't get words,past her laughing. I pulled her into me and kissed her , " this is the most cliché scene from every movie " she laughed. " I'm a charmer " i pulled her in again. " This is harder then it looks" she pulled herself to the surface. " we can continue this lets swim in " I clicked my tongue. We swam in , we both almost died from the distance. She tired to pull the Canoe out , while making sound effects. I toke the other end we pulled it to the beach. I laid down on the rocks. The rocks were hot on my back. Zoe was laid beside me. I moved over and kissed her repeatedly , " this is such a bad place for this " she laughed.

We both Laid beside each other with heavy breathing. She looked at me " wow not to shabby ". " as well as yourself " i joked back. Our clothes we both damp , the cool air was taking over. She jumped up " Wanna change " ? I nodded and followed her to the car. After changing Into dry clothes , we wrapped are selves in blankets and walked to the dock. We sat at the end dipping our toes in. The sky had gone from blue to pink. " it's beautiful " she was admired it. Her skin glowed from the sun , her eyes were set on the sky. She looked like a little girl, who'ed seen snow for the first time. We waited Intel the sun had set to drive home. The drive home was filled with , heat and loud music. She screamed out the lyrics with her fist as a microphone. Sometime at lights , shed sing to the car next to us. I would laugh at their scared faces. When we reached her flat it was nearly morning. I leave later this afternoon. We walked up the stairs , " do you have time for breakfast " she pouted. I shook my head " I haven't packed yet " , she held my hand. When we reached her flat she stood, outside not looking for her keys. She turned and faced me holding both my hands. " I'm going to miss you a lot thank you for this trip " tears filled her eyes. I hugged her and kissed her head " don't cry baby ". " I'm so proud of you,call me everyday, or text me or Skype me ". I felt her tears on the shirt " I promise I will ". She pulled away " I love you " our lips locked together. " have a safe flight Text me when you land " she hugged me. I whipped her tears off her face " I will I love you ". She hugged me again " I love you to ". I opened her flat door , and said my goodbyes I hugged her one last time. I walked Down the hall I turned back to see her. She was watching me , tears running down her face. At that moment I knew , saying goodbye will never get any easier.

AUTHORS NOTE: HI if there's spelling errors I apologize I'm half asleep lots of love 💕