Why do you make me feel so insecure?
Why do you tend to make me feel like a prisoner?
Why can't you see what your doing to me?
Why do you say we should stick together when you continue to pull us apart?
Why do you continue to mess with our hearts?
Why dose it matter if we are smart enough to pass your test?
Why dose it matter if we are a few minutes late to class?
And how do you break us so easily like we are glass?
Why can't you explain what your trying to accomplish?
And why do you bring me so much pain?
And why are you the king of my depression?
For I have so many unanswered questions that keep me guessing
I don't want to go to a therapy session
I just want a confession
What is my purpose?
Do you think I'm some freak in your circus?
That I'm some weak person to entertain you
Dose my suffering and pain bring you joy?
Am I just another stupid little toy?
How long will this last in till I'm in a hospital bed looking back
Wondering when my life got off track
Wondering when I started getting anxiety attacks
But as I take a deep breath in and relax
And my facial expression goes blank
The questions and thoughts die down
I look around and see no threat as the sun sets
Taking a long breath of air
Trying to forget my climbing heartbeat
And try to feel somewhat complete
When I know I'm missing a piece.
~shy
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Honestly this is an old poem so I don't really know how good it is but I do appreciate constructive feedback!
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Nothing And Everything (Poem Book)
PoetryHi! So this is my first book and I kinda suck at grammer so feel free to correct me on any mistakes. But I do try to put all my feelings and thoughts into what I write so I hope if you do read this that you like it. Also I add trigger warnings becau...
