Shitty Jegulus Story

5

Peter's POV
Hot tears streaming down my face as Madame Pomfrey helps me get James to a bed. Once James is on the bed I grab my wand and rush back to the dorm room.Rushing in the door frantically, panting and trying to get my words out to Sirius an Remus. I finally managed to tell them that Prongs was in the hospital wing. They scrabble across their beds leaving their homework behind to get their shoes on, once they have we sprint to the bed which James is held. We get there and we get to to wait outside.'' What the hell happened Pete !?'' Sirius grits out of his teeth, glaring at me as if I hurt James.'' I --uh well-- ya see... fuuck okay look ya can't tell James I told you alright?'' I answer still unable to decide I'd this is the right thing to do. '' what happend Wormtail?" Rem asks tenderly. '' James ain't been eating right I already knew that he didn't eat alot anyway but, end of last term he forced himself go sick in the boys toilets after he ate. I didn't say anything cause' I thought that his dad would notice over summer. So today I told him I knew, James broke down sobbing kept saying he's sorry. So I tried to comfort him an somehow, ended on the bathroom floor he fell asleep fo about half an hour. When he woke up he started panicking told me to bring him here so I did.'' They sit there crying silently waiting for me to finish. "How long Pete? How long have you known he wasn't fucking eating ?" Remus whispers out pausing in between sentences, I stay silent for a moment
"mid fourth year". " And you didn't fucking do anything ?" Sirius says raising his voice a little, then sighing a little we all just sit there silent waiting for the silence to brake. It never does. Not until Madame Pomfrey walks in to say "Mr Pettigrew thank you for bringing Mr potter here and I am aware that you are all concerned for your friend but you must go now". I look up and and see that she is dead serious about us needing to leave, so I stand up as well as moon when Sirius grabs our wrists. "Like he'll we're going anywhere until you tell us what the fuck happened with James". Pomfrey stares at Padfoot blankly before replying " I know that you're upset although I'm going to have to ask you from using such language Mr Black". Pausing for a moment as if to think of what to tell us " Due to the circumstances of this situation Mr Potter's father has been contacted to inform him of the matter at hand and he has asked us not to disclose any information on the patient as he isn't sure whether you're aware of something about your friend now please run along Fleamont will be here soon enough". She states then ushering us out of the door we walk down the cold hallway in silence the only noise we could hear I our shoes clacking stone flooring.

Sirius' POV
" I know that I'm going to sound like a dick by saying this but what the fuck else is James hiding from us like what did his dad not know if we know? " I say a little pissy as we enter the dorm finally braking the silence. I go and sit down on the end of my bed just thinking about James and what happened. I glance up quickly to see Remus and Peter both staring at me."What?" I ask a little aggressively staring back at them. Peter just looks at me as if I'm crazy or something opens his mouth and then closes it again probably not wanting an argument. "Did you ever think that maybe James isn't showing how he's actually feeling because you always dump all your shit on him and it's not just you I do it to so does Pete but , James may feel like he can't talk to us cause' he doesn't wanna do what we fo to him cause' it probably feels shit having other people ask you to keep secrets for them"  Remus says some what slowly trying his best to make himself make sense. I stare at the ground realising that James has probably felt like shit for a while and never said anything because he has cared more about our than himself. "Fuuck I'm a really shitty person aren't I? I mean I didn't even notice he wasn't eating ". I rest my head into my knees pulling on my hair with my hands. " Your not a shitty person Padfoot just a little more preoccupied with all the crap going on in your life hardly noticed what was happening. We've all been doing it''. Peter says with sincerity in his voice while pulling a clean top over his head."Peter's right ya know" Remus says walking over and sitting by me. "Well first time for everything I guess" I shrug jokingly. "Fucking twat" Wormtail says while flicking me off.