Is it wrong to love your idol more than just an IDOL?
I know it's wrong to have romantic feelings for them but I'm afraid that I came too far to go back from where it all started... I know it will hurt a lot in the end but I don't want to think abou...
You must be wondering if I'm gonna cry to you again... just like everyday... well no...
Today was different,
I finally found a friend...
Yes, after all those suffering and failing to kill myself a hundred times I finally decided to give up and start a new life just like aunt wants me to... by the way her name is Gauravi... we both had a nice talk and she told me that she is a fan of BTS...
BTS?
What is it?
Well, I'm as clueless as you and when I asked her about it she asked me to find them on YouTube, she was continuously talking about... they did this, they did that blah blah blah and now curiosity is killing me... so I'm just gonna see who the fuck are they...
Y/n was going through BTS videos on YouTube and the first song she clicked was 'Boy with Love'
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"Uh? What are they saying? But this blue-haired boy is handsome." she blushed bobbing her head with the song and clicked the next video with the song title 'DNA' "Uh wait... where did that boy with blue hair go?" as she clicked the next video then next... then next...
"Aish! they all look the same... I'm done." she sighed resting her back on the bed "Their language is also different but at least the music is good... but now I have a something to talk about with my new friend in college because I don't want her to think that I'm boring and depressed just like my last year high school friends used to think."
When the door of her room opened "Y/n you still awake beta(my child)?" "Uh? haan masi (yes aunty) I'm awake" she said sitting up straight "I was just wondering, hope I'm not disturbing you." "No no masi (aunty) I was just going through some videos on my phone." "Ooh! How was your first day in college beta(dear)?"
"It was good masi (aunty) I even made a friend, her name is Gauravi." "Wah!(Wow!) Thank you Bhagwanji (god) my baby is finally moving on... I was so worried that you might still be-" Y/n interrupted her "Haan masi! (Yes aunty!) I decided to move on... remember I told you that I saw ma-baba (mom-dad) when I was unconscious in the hospital, ma (mom) said that she is disappointed that I'm trying to kill myself and s-she didn't let herself hurt for 9 months just for me trying to take my life one day... and dad said that he wants me to live my life just like I used to before they... before that acc-accident and that will be the only way of me showing my l-love to h-him." Y/n broke into tears and her aunt pulled her into a warm hug "Shh! sb theek ho jayega beta ab tumhe sirf apne liye hi nhi, apne ma-baba ke liye bhi jeena h kyuki vo tumhe khush dekhna chahate hai (everything will be alright my child, now you have to live not only for yourself but for your parents as well because they wanna see you live happily)" her aunt was gently patting her back when she heard a soft snore from Y/n "Uh? you must be tired because of your first day... Oh god! please don't give any more problems to my poor child." she whispered to herself.
