Dear Diary,
First of all... WHAT A LUCKY KIND OF BEACH ARE YOU HUH!? Do you even know who were you with!?
KIM NAMJOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seriously THE KIM NAMJOON, THE FUCKING LEADER OF BTS!!!!!!!
I think you even smell like him!!!
I almost googled - "How to become my own diary"
It was a lottttttttt for me to take in,
Today something happened that I wished for a long time.
I still can't believe that it wasn't just a dream... seriously I'm squealing like a high school girl whose crush noticed her for the first time. Though it's not like BTS is not my crush but for now, I'm gonna be all dreamy about them not caring about anything else. I wish I could tell Gauravi about this but I promised Yoongi Oppa not to tell anyone about them. So, I-
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"What are you even writing with that all smiley face?" Gauravi said leaning on the door of Y/n's room "Let me see-" but before she could reach her, Y/n quickly closed her diary and kept it under her pillow "Yah!" "Wh-What? I was just wanting to know what made you so happy? You have been humming happily since you came back after doing the deliveries. I'm just curious." "Its-Its just that I found my diary back that's all," Y/n said trying to act as if nothing happened. "But-"
"You didn't sleep yet?" She asked again changing the subject which Gauravi did find odd but decided to let it go "Yeah~ I just couldn't sleep... and..." "And?" "Y/n I'm still sorry for what I did, leaving you alone wasn't a decision a best friend will ever make and I'm feeling so guilty that I shouldn't have done that with you." Y/n smiled looking at her sad pouty friend "It's ok Gauravi~ I forgave you." "And that's what I hate even more...I want you to be angry at me... shout at me... but here you are all smiley and even agreed to work when you could have taken a day off... I-I want to make it up to you... so I wanted to ask if you are willing for a girl's day out tomorrow?" "Uh?" "Since we got our salaries so why not go out for a little shopping tomorrow? Just YOU and ME?" "No Taejoon Oppa?" Gauravi nodded smiling "No Taejoon... I promise." "Fine... I'll think about it." Y/n said playfully "Yah~ I'm sorry please~" Gauravi hugged her tightly "Aigoo~ Okay~ But I can't breathe." Gauravi broke the hug glaring at Y/n while she laughed her ass off "Whatever~" "Hmm~" "But on a serious note let's go to the mall tomorrow because it's been a long since we went out, we only go out for work together, so who knows you may end up finding a handsome guy there like those K-dramas 'accidentally bumping and picking up bags' awww~ so romantic hehe." she giggled and walked away
"Accidently bumping into each other?" Y/n mumbled to herself as the memory of her bumping into Taehyung flashed back and him picking up the ring which belonged to none other than Jimin "How could I be so stupid to not recognize them all this while!?" she messed her hair shouting after burying her face in the pillow.
Time Skip
Next day...
"Yah! Stop dragging me, will you!?" Y/n whined while Gauravi was dragging her into a store "Why did you even agree to come if you are not gonna buy anything? Now stop whining and let's go, I'll buy you a dress." "Ya-Yah! But I don't like dresses they are uncomfortable." Y/n pulled her hand back from her best friend's hold, stopping her "And that's why I'm going to buy you one like seriously you always say that you want to meet BTS and you want them to see you, but do you think they will ever notice you if you gonna look like a potato wearing all those t-shirts and hoodies?" "Shut up they don't judge girls by their appearance ." "Yeah! But still, you know they are international stars and they see all those beautiful celebs-models wearing those attractive dresses 24/7 you think you will get their attention like this?" she asked eyeing Y/n's clothes who was wearing a black hoodie and blue jeans "Wh-why what's wrong with this?" "And not only BTS, but no boy in this world would like a potato wearing nerdy clothes like you... This is not a fanfiction Y/n it's reality and there are rarely men who like girls in simple clothes and even in those ffs its always like when the female lead wears a dress or gets ready for an event, the male lead stiffens up after looking at her or he gives her his full attention after that so yep clothes do matters." "Aish! whatever~" "Come let me buy you a dress." with that Gauravi dragged her to a shop with woman's clothing.
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