Just a fangirl (BTS OT7) - ON HOLD

Chapter - 14

Dear Diary,

Today-

Wait.. this is happening to me every day now... whatever... I don't even know what to think anymore... It's not that I'm not happy with my frequent meetings with BTS but this wasn't what I expected to happen, I just wasn't ready for this. The best or worst part is, they even remember my name, you might be thinking that this is good then why did I say worst... because this is giving me hope...

Hopes in form of expectations...

Hopes about things that may never happen...

What if I get hurt again from all this?

I don't want to get hurt again... please...

I tried my best to stay normal like it was no big deal but no matter how hard I try my heart still flutters for them, I feel butterflies every time they smile at me, call my name or even look at me.

I couldn't help but I'm falling deeper...

I'm falling again and again...

I know I'm gonna hurt but I can't help...

I can't stop myself...

I'm sorry but I have fallen in love with them...

I'm sorry that love them more than JUST A FANGIRL...

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Next morning...

Y/n woke up and did her morning routine as she went out to the kitchen she found a plate with pancakes along with a note...

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Dear Y/n,

I'm going out with Taejoon to meet his parents today. Remember I told you that he wants to introduce me to his parents a few days ago. So today he called up and said he is ready for it, I wanted to wake you but I didn't want to bother you with this, I'm sorry about yesterday for forcing you to tell me about something you are not ready for but trust me I was just worried because I love you a lot ... I just wanted to make sure that you are not hurting but after deep thinking I realized that even though you are a little weird these days, you are still happy... I have seen you happier these days and trust me you Do DESERVE TO BE HAPPY. You don't know how cute you look when you smile all of a sudden while working. And you do that quite often these days.
So I am not gonna ask you questions about that anymore as long as you are happy...
Anyways, not gonna be cheesy anymore so I made you these pancakes hope you will enjoy them...
I LOVE YOU

Gauravi~

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"I love you too bae." Y/n mumbled smiling and then started eating the pancake, she picked up her phone and texted Gauravi saying that she liked her pancakes and scrolled her contacts to call her aunt but stopped at a certain phone number "Its-"

Flashback

"Uhh! No no Jimin-ssi I just gave him my phone to call you up that's all." "Thankfully, I remember his recent phone number. But yeah thank you for helping me." Yoongi said turning to Y/n. "No need Yoongi-ssi."

End of Flashback

"This is Jimin's phone number- OH SHIT!!!!" Y/n had accidentally taped the number as the call connected and within seconds it was answered before she could do anything.