'Cause I was the groupie
And he was the star
I knew all his stories
I knew them by my heart
And I was the fangirl
At the front of the show
Pointing the spotlight
That he didn't know 'cause he didn't know me
Yeah he didn't try
'Cause once you've got a groupie
You've got 'em for life
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Do you think it's easy to be a groupie? You laugh at me for being one, don't you?
Still, complaining about him/her ignoring you and saying that you love him/her?
Well... Firstly, I'm proud of being a fan of THEM... I don't care what you or anyone say about THEM because I... I love THEM. Yeah! I do and about your complaints... well at least that person you love knows about you, but the people whom I love don't even know... about my existence... because for THEM, I'm just a Fangirl... one out of the millions in the crowd.
Yes! This is my love story and you know what, that still doesn't affect my love for THEM and it only grows stronger and stronger as the days pass by... And now I don't even care about THEM being aware of my existence or not... because all I know is that I exist because of THEM... THEY are the reason for my existence... THEY are the reason I wanna live again... THEY gave me this new life... now...
How can I ask THEM to leave? When it was always them who was beside me when I needed them?
I know me falling in love with them is like a human living on earth falling in love with a star that is far away from her... But how can a diagnosed patient not be wanting his cure? I know that there is no future for US but for now, I'm just too obsessed with this new feeling of being loved and happy that I don't want to think about the future because...
I deserve to feel these things too... right?
Now tell me... Is my love for THEM is wrong?
I know you may still say yes saying that I'm still delusional... saying that it still doesn't make sense...
But when did love make sense, to begin with?
I know that I'm just a fangirl
THEY call me a Fangirl
Just a Fangirl~
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Hope you'll like this story💜
I did some editing which was reminded by...
@SanikaLakade
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