The wrong choice

chapter 19

i was sitting with kehlani. she wanted to talk about everything because she didn't want to have a stressful pregnancy because of the baby daddy. their words not mine.

" so i'm pregnant" she said.

" yeah we know this already" i said.

she gave me a look and i sighed.

" i don't want to announce it yet but i would like to maybe in two months" she said.

" okay i'll wait for you to announce it then i will" i said.

" okay and im gonna do a home birth" she said.

" okay will i be allowed to be with you" i asked.

" obviously y/n" she chuckled.

" im just making sure" i said.

"can we just get back to how we used to be just this time we have a little thing growing"

" you promise not to kill me" i said.

" for now yes when the hormones kick in i can't tell you anything" she said.

she was walking around in a bra and some shorts,

i walked over to them and put my hand on their stomach.

" i told you i would give you a kid if i ever hit it"i chuckled.

" i thought you were joking i see you were not"

" had to keep ya fine ass on lock somehow" i chuckled.

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" you got another girl pregnant y/n" jhené said looking at me.

" that other girl is my bestfriend and a friend of yours you acting like it's some random"

" you said i would be your only baby mama and-"

" and shit happens jhené you know that, at the end of the day i have a beautiful baby being born in 7 months basically and im still learning everything with nomi so can you just chill for a moment" i sighed out sitting down.

i was stressed because i was still trying get my shit together with namiko and i now have another child on the way and jhené out here worrying about me having another baby moms.

" whatever y/n" she said sitting down on the other side of the couch.

" you're being childish you know" i said.

" how am i the one being childish"

" because you worried about the wrong things" i said.

" how am i worried about the wrong things"

" you worried about who my baby mama is.. it's kehlani which i am happy about because it's not a random. it's someone i trust and i can actually go through the struggles of being yelled at cause of hormones, and go through the struggle of waking up in the middle of the night because she wants food, i didn't get to go through any of it with you jhené" i said.

" it's not my fault you didn't get to go through any of that" she said catching an attitude.

" it's not your fault" i chuckled.

" yeah it's not my fault" she stood her ground.

" so you choosing sean over me is my fault" i said crossing my arms.

" i didn't say that-"

" nahh because that's what happened jhené you decided to choose sean so i left to better myself and you're saying it's not your fault i didn't get to go through the feeling of taking care of a pregnant women" i said.

"it is your fault tho-"

" well i'm sorry you expected me to lay around and wait for you jhené it doesn't work like that i'm not that person anymore. i needed someone who was gonna pick me for once and you weren't that person" i said.

" maybe it was a good thing i picked sean because you know what i wasn't as stressed out with him"

" now you know you lying if anything you were stressed out even more with that nigga jhené" i said chuckling.

she just rolled her eyes.

" listen i'm not trying to argue. you have to understand now that i have another baby on the way and another family to take care of and if you can't accept that then i don't know what to tell you" i said getting up.

" maybe i don't want to accept it for a reason" she said.

" well it's time to" i said walking to the front door and leaving.