The wrong choice

chapter 10

i walked into the place and went to the meet up spot we agreed on.

" don't forgive so easy y/n" i mumbled to my self as i seen her sitting there.

she looks really good. not saying she didn't before but she looks happy now.

" y/n hey"she said standing up and smiling.

" ryan" i said to her nodding my head.

" you look good umm how's life"

" fine now why do you want me here" i said sitting down.

" i was hopping you weren't gonna be like this"

" it wasn't going to be all butterflies" i chuckled.

" okay well as i said before i missed you and i just want us back" she said.

" ryan you dipped on me when i needed you the most when jhené left me"

" i have my reasoning y/n" fidgeting.

" YOU HAVE YOURE REASONING HOW DO YOU LEAVE SOMEONE YOU SO CALLED LOVE THE MOST WHEN THEY NEEDED YOU THE MO-"

" I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU Y/N" she said her voice cracking a bit.

" hu-"

" IT HURT ME ALL THE TIMES I WOULD HAVE TO SEE YOU WITH OTHER WOMEN ESPECIALLY JHENÉ. IT HURT ME TO KNOW YOURE HEART BELONGED TO SOMEONE WHO WASNT ME. IT HURT TO KNOW THAT I TRIED EVERYTHING... EVERYTHING AND IT AINT WORK"

at this point i was speechless i didn't know how to react or say. my bestfriend was in love with me and i was just hurting her in every way.

" for-" my voice cracked. i cleared my throat and spoke again.

" for how long" i asked.

" since we were younger y/n everyone knew i had a crush on you except-"

" except me... ryan i'm so sorr-"

" no i don't want you're pity.. maybe this was a mistake coming here and try and fix things" she said getting up and grabbing her stuff.

" ryan wait" i said getting up.

she sped walked out the place as i got a bunch of looks from ppl.

i ran after her and got to her car as she closed the door.

" ryan get out the car so we can talk about this. i- i- didn't know all of this ,i thought you stopped talking to me for different reasons please just-"

she started her car and i tried to open the door but it was locked.

she wiped her face and started to drive off.

" ryan" i yelled as she pulled off out of the parking lot.

" can i get any fucking dumber sheesh" i said hitting myself upside the head and getting in my car.

time skip

"HOW DID EVERYONE KNOW THIS BUT ME" i groaned out.

" that child was so in love with you y/n.. forget was always has been" my mother said.

" maaa why didn't you tell me" i sighed.

"because you needed to see this for yourself"

" and all of you knew that too" i asked looking at my brothers and dad.

" yep" the all said simultaneously.

" i hate you guys" i mumbled.

" no you don't.. you're mad at yourself because you just lost good pussy again" trey said shrugging his shoulders.

" DUDE" i said getting up.

" what you know it's true" he said shrugging again.

" no that is not true ma.. it's just.. i used to have this crush on ryan when she was with ole boy" i said rocking back and forth on my feet.

" what was his name.. malcolm" my dad said.

" no i think it was kevin" trey said.

" no it was definitely malcolm" eli agreed.

" keith" my mom said.

" yeah" i mumbled.

" and why didn't you say anything" my mom asked.

" i was scared" i sitting down again.

" y/n scared.. the devils daughter was scared at one point in time"

" trey shut up" my dad said punching him in the arm.

i rolled my eyes at try and looked back at my mom.

" scared of what" my mom asked.

" to lose my bestfriend"

A/N

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