The wrong choice

chapter 12

" you staying over with me and nami" jhené asked.

" nahh i got something to handle" i said grabbing my phone.

i looked at the time. it said 10:30

" i'll uh text you so we can plan another family day out" i said grabbing my keys.

"you sure you have to leave" she said hugging me from my back.

" yeah i'll see you again" i said walking out her grip and going out the door.

i got in my car and dipped.

i got to my house with 5 minutes left to spare.

i ran inside and changed clothes so i didn't smell like another girl first off and to get out of them jeans. i had a tank top on and some sweats.

i checked the time and it hit 11 as i heard a knock on the door.

i walked to it and opened it to show ryan.

i smiled and moved out the way as she gave me a monotone face.

she walked to the couch and sat down diagonal from her.

" so i'm here" she said putting her purse down.

" uhh thanks for coming" i started. " going back to what i said you chose my friend over me and it hurt obviously you didn't know i had a crush on you because i was afraid to say anything to you about it. i didn't want to lose my bestfriend because of my feelings. I was going to tell you one night but you told me you and keith got together and i was just hurt. Ryan out everyone you should know if i knew any of this i would've dropped anyone and anything" i told her.

" even jhené" she questioned.

" even jhené" i said looking her dead in the eye.

she sighed.

" jhené and i are co-parenting right now... i have a kid i just found out about not to long ago. if we can get through this rough patch i would love for you to meet her" i said with a small hopefully smile.

" y/n why didn't you tell me this WHEN WE WERE KIDS YOU- MMMM" she said throwing the remote at me.

" i was scared you would reject me" i said shrugging.

" I GAVE YOU MY FIRST KISS" she said getting up.

" to be fair i the guys in our grade weren't cute and you had this fine thing standing before you i would want to kiss me too" i said jokingly.

she punched me in the arm and a smile came across her face.

i grabbed her by her waist and pulled her into me. she wrapped her arms around me.

" so are we good" i asked.

" i don't know let me think about it" she said.

i looked at her like she was stupid.

" are you for real i know you is not thinking ab-mmmm" she got me to shut up by smashing our lips together.

it was slow and passionate. we pulled away when air was needed

" does that answer your question" she asked with a laugh.

" i missed you" i said with this goofy grin on my face.

" i missed you more" she said pecking my lips.

she did it a few more times which caused me to chuckle.

" it feels good to do that" she mumbled.

" tell me about it" i said as i picked her up.

she squealed and i grabbed her bag off the couch.