Am I yours...?

Chapter 4: A Confession

(Jimin's POV)

Luna and Tae went into a room and talked things out. I get really worried for Luna, and Taehyung. Although he's my best friend, I see many ways in which he can improve. But, I love him. I don't see my life without him in it.

I smiled as Seulgi came to me asking for a dance, how could I say no? I held her waist and her arm, and danced elegantly with her. "Jiminie..." Seulgi whispered in his ear. "Yes?" "I have to tell you something." I smiled and cooked my head to a side, "Tell me."

Till then my attention went to Tae and Luna. Luna had a swollen face, she must've been crying a lot. Tae held her arms and put them on his shoulders and held her waist as they got close, and were practically hugging as they danced. "Hello? Jimin? You there?" Seulgi had stopped dancing and was trying to get through me. "What's wrong?" "Ah, nothing. You were saying something?" I took one last look at Luna and Tae; they were kissing. "Um, you know what? I don't feel so good rn. I'll talk to you tomorrow?" I hurriedly said, leaving Seulgi and went to my room. I closed the door, leaning against it. My heart beat was rapid, and I was sweating profusely. I could watch anything, but not Luna and Tae kissing.

(Author's POV)

Jimin just curled up into a ball, and stared at the corner of his bed. He didn't want to get up, cut his cake, have dinner or practice his song for the Christmas event at college.

He just closed his eyes and remembered the first time he'd seen Luna. She was 6 years old, he was 7. She was new to town, and had come to his birthday party, 19 years earlier, wanting to make new friends. She had come with an old lady, the lady who had adopted her. Her parents had passed away in a car accident, and no one had come for her. Jimin felt something for her, his heart started to beat faster everytime he would look at her. He was about to get up to talk to her, until Tae went and smiled and gave her a hand to shake. He smiled, and sat back. He saw how Luna got happy and almost closed her eyes and hugged Tae. He chuckled softly, and that would be Jimin's favourite memory of her. Her smile, her laugh.

Luna and Tae were sitting at the table, busy talking to the other guests that had come to the party. Tae tapped Luna's shoulder and whispered that he's going to the washroom and she just smiled and nodded. She sat back, and smiled. She enjoyed Tae's company, and just closed her eyes, remembering the first time she'd met him. She had come to Jimin's party, when she was only 6. She was new, and afraid. She looked at the numerous people that had come to the party, and saw a chubby (but extremely cute) kid staring at her. Luna smiled, put her hair behind her ear, waiting for him to come talk to me, till then a scrawny (scrawny then buff now ugh) brown haired kid came to me, with a huge box type grin, and with a hand forward. Luna was kind of disappointed that the chubby kid didn't come up to her, who she now knew it to be Jimin, and she was so happy that this kid had come straight to her that she hugged him. "Hi! I'm Taehyung!" He looked at my mistress and bowed, "Anneghasyeo, Taehyung imnida!"

Luna cutely smiled, feeling shy at his deep voice. It's a wonder how she didn't fall in love with him then and there. Because Tae did. When he looked at her first time, he knew. He knew that she would be his wife. He didn't understand what marriage meant back then, but he fell in love with Luna.

Then Luna blushed, remembering the day they started dating. Remember the day she felt Tae nibble on her neck, and Luna pushing him to get ready? Yeah, that was the day. So, Tae comes back down, still in his boxers. Luna looked at him and started to giggle hard, and Tae didn't understand why she was laughing. "What?" "Are you really going to wear that to school?" Luna smirked and turned around to serve him some bacon. "Well, that would be true if I were going to school. I'm not going, and neither are you." Luna froze, and turned around. "Excuse me? Since when do you get to make decisions for me?" Tae made his signature puppy eyes. "Please? You've never taken a day off... and I want to take you out today, my treat I promise! Please?" "Hmmm... okay." "What's that?" "Okay I'll bunk school today, but only today okay! I can't keep bunking school for you!" Tae grinned his box-grin as he stuffed his face with his favourite bacon-eggs. "But please for the love of God change!" Tae smirked with his full mouth and said, "Why should I? Don't I look hot in them?" Luna couldn't help but laugh.

He got ready and so did Luna. She was putting her eyeliner on when Tae entered her room with a white full sleeved t-shirt, and black pants. He looked at Luna; her tight black shorts and a crop white shirt. She put them and looked at herself in the mirror and noticed Tae staring at her. "How do I look?" Luna asked, already knowing her answer. "I wanna stay at home and make out with you rn, you look that good." Tae growled, making Luna flush in shock.

Tae came to her, and just hugged her from behind. He pushed her hair behind and started to suck on her skin. Luna held him, closing her eyes and leaning back on him. She started to breathe heavy as he held her breasts, and massaged them. He came to her ear, "You have no idea how much I've controlled, but not anymore. I wanna make you mine." He turned her to look at her and kissed her. The kiss was so beautiful, it took both of them to another reality, and none of them wanted to stop.

Luna slowly came to reality as she realised that Jimin was nowhere to be seen. She got up, in order to look for him. She went up to his room, and kept her ear to his door. She heard sobs, so she knocked two times, worried for him. She waited, and there he was. He opened the door, and stood there looking down. "Jiminie? Are you okay?" Jimin didn't move, he just nodded. "You don't seem okay. You wanna talk?" Jimin just opened the door a bit more and went and sat on his bed.

Luna closed the door and sat next to him. She held his hand in hers, and stroked it. "You know you can tell me whatever right?" "Believe me, I can't." Luna sighed. "Wanna know a secret?" Jimin looked at her. Luna looked at him and smiled before spilling the secret. "First time I saw you, 19 years earlier, I liked you. But then Tae came and introduced himself, and I got confused. If you would've introduced yourself then, things would've been really different now. So please, don't hide anything from me. It hurts me, like it hurt me then. I thought, if you can't be my love, at least you can be my best friend." Luna pressed his hand tighter, when Jimin just hid his face in his hands. "You really wanna know? Promise me that you won't get mad." "I promise."

"I liked you. I still do. But I'm sure, you'll choose Tae again, because he's everything I'm not. Its just, I can't see you hurt, but I know this will just hurt you even more. Tae loves you so much. I couldn't do that to my best friend. I couldn't do that to you. Because I, I love you Luna."