Am I yours...?

Chapter 19: Vulnerable

Jimin couldn't sleep. And Yoongi couldn't either. Yoongi got up and went to his lab to use his time, but Jimin had nowhere to go. He was kind of hungry too, so he got up, went to his kitchen, and decided to make ramen, ttoekbokki and mandu. He took out a big bowl and filled it with water while getting lost in the thought of Yoongi. And so did Yoongi. Yoongi couldn't concentrate, anytime he would touch any tool, he'd think of the peck, and then his imagination would take over. He'd then stop himself, he didn't really like thinking of Jimin that way, but then he would let his mind slip at times.

Jimin set up the table as Yoongi got up from his seat, clearly frustrated because he can't seem to concentrate. This has never happened to him, so I'm not surprised that he's irritated. He took his phone and texted the source of his frustration.

AgustD💫: Hey you free?

He waited but Jimin was busy feasting on his delicious meal that he'd made himself. Yoongi waited for 5 minutes, his frustration creeping on himself.

AgustD💫: Heyyy
AgustD💫: Please don't ignore me?
AgustD💫: 😞

Yoongi's emotions had overrided his senses. He laid on his bed, phone in his hand, waiting for Jimin to come online.

AgustD💫: You asleep?
AgustD💫: Jiminie?
AgustD💫: If you don't answer within 5 minutes I'm coming to your place.

Yoongi waited for another 5 minutes, with no reply from Jimin. He didn't for once think that he could've gone for a shower, or that he might be asleep. He in reality wanted to see him, he wanted to kiss him, he wanted to make him his, and write his name on his heart. That's why, without thinking, he put on his coat, and his phone and left his place, to go to Jimin's house.

There's something i need to tell you about Jimin. He never touches his phone ½ hour before bed time. So he put on his favourite pajamas, made himself a warm hot cocoa, put on his spectacles and got cozy in his bed with a giant copy of The Lord of The Rings. He was just into the storyline when he heard his bell ring. He looked at the clock and wondered who it could be. He opened the door and saw a wet Yoongi standing there huffing.
When did it start to rain?

"Where tf were *huff* you? Why weren't you *huff* answering my *huff* texts?" Yoongi was out of breath, partly cz he ran all the way and partly cz he was so relieved to see Jimin safe he could cry. Before Jimin could answer, he hugged him tight. Jimin could clearly remember that he had told Yoongi that he doesn't touch his phone at night; but he didn't say anything. "You wanna come in and dry yourself?" He nodded, shivering. "You're cold, stay here for the night, you can go home tomorrow." Yoongi took a warm shower in Jimin's bathroom as Jimin got back to his book.

After 15 minutes Yoongi came out, feeling refreshed after the long and warm shower. He looked at him once and smirked. "You took long enough." Yoongi smirked too. "Wanted to give you enough time to read." Jimin snickered, causing Yoongi to also chuckle. They flirted as if they were a couple, like they always do this, without any hindering shame or fear. "You look cute with glasses on." "Ofc i do. I am a really cute guy."

Yoongi was getting really turned on by Jimin's sharp comments, but tried to control himself. Until he couldn't. He got in the bed, and sat in front of him, pulling him on his lap. He quickly held his face and kissed him deep. Jimin didn't understand what was happening, but he slowly closed his eyes, and kissed him back.
You weren't innocent flirting Jimin oh please stop acting--

Jimin applied a bit more force, dominating the kiss, and Yoongi smirked in the kiss. "You're a Dom, i see i see." Yoongi teased him, making Jimin blush and slap his arm. "Come here, i wasn't done kissing you." They both giggled, and kissed each other the entire night, and gossiped about each other's lives.

"Come on, you have to have dated someone to kiss me that well? Did it not end well? Did he or she cheat on you?" "No. I cheated on my best friend with her." Yoongi kept quiet, trying to understand what he just said. "Hm. Was she worth it?" Jimin paused, and thought about Luna. Her pure smile, her angelic face, her cute antics. Then he thought of Tae, how he was always there for him whenever he needed him, how he would carry him to the hospital if anything happened to him and how he was his everything, his dad, his brother, his mother, and how he always treated him like family. "No. It wasn't." Jimin stared into the ceiling, till he felt someone hold his hand. He pressed his hand tighter, and Yoongi could see the tears in his eyes. He felt really bad for him, because he knew, it wasn't really his fault.
And i know that it wasn't Luna's fault either; it was the situation's fault. >.<
Yoongi was enraged, on this so called Luna. "Don't." Jimin was looking at him, "What?" "Don't hate her. It wasn't her fault. It wasn't anybody's fault." Yoongi nodded, still not believing it. I mean? Can't anyone control himself when they're in a relationship? I certainly will, that's for sure. But, will Jimin cheat on me like he did before?

Yoongi, for the first time, was unsure about his love. But then, Jimin did something to change his thought. He hugged him. That one embrace, that one pure, love filled hug, changed everything. That one action made Yoongi believe in his love once again, it made him forget about his one mistake, and made him look forward to all the lovely memories they were going to make in the future. And just like that, they fell asleep, safe in each other's arms.

Here, Luna was extremely happy. She looked at Tae dancing there with the Hawaiian crowd and smiled. She didn't want anything else, but to see Tae smile like this. Luna's face suddenly twisted, and she put a hand over her mouth. She ran to the washroom and puked, and saw what she'd seen 15 years ago. Blood.

Luna became weak all of a sudden, like there was no floor left for her legs. And that's when she fainted. She woke up to a worried Tae and two doctors over her. Her head was aching a lot, and somehow the doctors knew. They gave her a dose of liquid aspirin transfer into her blood, and her eyes suddenly felt really heavy. She woke up again, to see Tae sitting on the table, arms over it, not facing her. She felt much better, so she got up from the bed and saw that there were no more needles inserted in her skin. She walked slowly, not knowing how much time had passed, and sat next to Tae. He noticed her, and looked at her. He'd been crying, that Luna noticed. She went to touch his face, to wipe the tears, but Tae moved back. "Why didn't y-you tell m-me." Tae was about to cry again, but he controlled. He was hurt, because Luna had kept a thing hidden from him. Luna had kept this thing hidden from everybody. She was sick. She was sick from a life long illness. Luna tried to explain, she wanted to, so wanted to at the time she got the illness. But she couldn't tell Tae. Tae was so happy. So she hid it from him.