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chapter seven

Word count: 1161

HARRY'S POV:

A tall gorgeous figure stood in the doorway her hand placed wither side of her body,

"Eleanor?" He looked over at Louis whose face had turned pale at the sight of the women. Harry's mind began to panic,

"Had Louis lied to him? Was this his girlfriend he so 'accidentally forgot to mention? after everything..." his mind spoke. He was surprised at how jealous he was, knowing he had only known Lou for not even a week it didn't stop him from rapidly catching feelings even as he was slightly in denial. He could feel the looks Eleanor was giving him and he couldn't take it anymore. He stood up from the couch and ran to Lou's room locking the door as it closed. Behind him, he could hear hushed voices talking amongst each other.

"It was all a game, he lied" his thoughts repeated over and over again, "maybe they're just close friends," he thought sticking his head out the door trying to catch onto the conversation.

"Are you seriously fucking cheating on me? Eleanor grew louder, that sentence was enough for Harry to pull his back into the room. Everything got louder, not from Eleanor and Louis but from his thoughts. No one could hear them but him, and recently they spoke unspeakable things.

"Remember last time, how good it felt... come on harry you really think he liked you, he was USING you, like everyone else." Tingling started to prickle his wrists. His thoughts were right, it did feel good and right now all he wanted was to get rid of this feeling. He wanted the tingling to stop. On Lou's nightstand stood an empty beer bottle, Harry stumbled over grabbing the top of the bottle and flipping it upside down. He didn't hesitate nor feel any emotions as the bottle collided with the wall sending shards of glass in every direction. He knelt down and picked up in his opinion the sharpest piece. As he tried to stand his knees gave him and he collapsed onto the carpet full of the rest of the glass shards. He winced as a piece stabbed into his shin. Harry's arms shook as he pulled himself up onto Blue's bed. All he wanted was for Louis to tell him everything was fine, and that he liked him too. Blood ran down his hand, he was holding the glass so tight it had sliced through his hand. The house was quiet, Harry's body was too limp for him to go check if anyone was still here. He raised his arms in the air still holding onto the glass, the tingling has grown so much it began to hurt. Harry stabbed the glass into his wrist and quickly pulled it to the right leaving a bloody cut behind. Oh, how it felt good. After a few more attacks he threw his hands down on the bed closing his eyes.

"HARRY, ELEANOR STOP-" He heard coming out of his room, he raised his hands to his ears and covered out the sound as best as he could. "HARRY PLEASE" harry realised it wasn't himself play tricks it was in fact Blue, he stood up quickly running out of the room.

"Louis? Where are you? Loui- THE FUCK?" his eyes caught sight of Eleanor and Louis. He was pinned down with his wrists and ankles tied, scratch marks were dug into his hips. His eyes were red and puffy from crying, he looked hopeless. Seeing him there unable to help himself hurt harry more than anything has ever before. Eleanor was still latched onto him ignoring the fact that he was standing near them. Harry tightly gripped onto her shoulder and ripped her off and onto the floor where she let out a loud gasp.

"GET THE FUCK OUT," he spat in her face, "YOUR DISTCUSTING HONESTLY," her eyes widen in fear as she looks up at him. He had never yelled at anyone with so much anger in his chest. Eleanor froze in fear with her eyes still on harry. he raised his clenched fist in the air and pointed it towards her, he wasn't actually going to hit her, he was mostly using it for fear although it did cross his mind. "get. Out." He said emotionless. Quickly without hesitation, she scampered off the floor and out the door. Harry followed her locking the door as she left. His heart dropped as he rushed to the kitchen for scissors and water. Considering what had just happened he slowly approached Louis who was still trembling, he placed the water down on the table and cut the ties off Lou. She had pulled it so tight thin cuts were wrapped around his skin, he pulled a blanket off the floor and placed It over his lap, he propped Lou against him, Louis flinched at his touch.

"Lou, Babe. It's just me she's gone I promise." He cradles the shorter boy in his arms. Harry look down and blue realising he was asleep and burst out in tears. How could he have been so selfish, while he was having a sook Louis was in here going through hell. Gently he run his fingers through the shorter boys, spikey but soft brown hair before he also fell asleep.

* 7:45 pm*

Harry looked up at the clock at the wall, he had been sleeping for around 3 hours now and Lou was still knocked out against him. Carefully he pushed blue off to find him some clean clothes. On the end of his bed was a pile of folded washing. He took out a pair of boxers and grey baggy sweatpants. When he had returned Louis had pushed pf the blanket revealing his naked bottom half, harry felt himself blush as he pulled on Lou's clothes. He didn't want the shorter boy to wake up feeling uncomfortable because he was half-naked. Harry picked him up bridal style and walked around until he found the spare room, he was jealous of how light he was. Haz untucked the doona and lay Lou down then covering him back up again.

"goodnight bub," he whispered kissing his forehead before leaving the room.

'To Paul from Harry'

"heyy, paulll, could you do me a massive favour?"

'To Harry from Paul'

"anything for you aha, did something happen?"

'To Paul from Harry'

"no, no everything is okay, I'm just at Louis house and he really wants chocolate milk and a heat pack, ill pay you backkkk and extra :)"

'To Harry from Paul'

"okay fine, ill be there in 20 minutes"

Harry was grateful for Paul. While he waited he cleaned the mess he made in Lou's room.

"oh my gosh thank you so much, here," he handed Paul $50 dollars which he happily took.

"so, where's Louis?" Paul said raising an eyebrow

"his in his room asleep..." he replied nervously

"hmm, I don't what's going on with you two. But it's cute. Oh, um I better get going, don't want to, interrupt anything," they both laughed before he closed the door. He heated up the heat pack with Pauls words lingering in his mind before walking buck up to Blue.

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I would have uploaded sooner but I deleted EVERYTHING and had to start again...

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07/10/2021

-kaitie xx