I've had enough

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WARNING: This chapter contains abuse/torture and a lot of swearing.

The following day Adora woke up and realized that she was still on face time with Catra. "She looked so cute" Adora thought to herself. "Catra wake up we fell asleep on face time." Catra groans and opens her eyes "Fivee more minutess." She said while rolling over. "I gotta go Catra." Adora said while laughing at the tired brunette. "Oh okay just let me sleep." Catra said while rubbing her eyes. Adora laughs and says "Well get rest Kitty." 


I was awake the whole time. I just wanted to see Adora stare at me. It was pretty cute. It was already pretty late so i decided i'll wake up.  I didn't feel like showering so i just stayed in Adora's hoodie and shorts. I went downstairs to hear Prime on the phone. "Yes i understand i'll talk with her." and then he hangs up. I already knew this was bad. Talk with her? What does he mean by that? By "her" i know he ment me. "Catra." I hear Prime say. "Y-Yeah?" I say with a bit of hesitation. "Your teacher called and said your grades haven't been the best lately." "You're embarrassing me you useless shit." Before i got a chance to say anything he slapped me across the face. "Can't you do one good fucking thing in your goddamn life?" He said while throwing me to the ground. He punched me in my face then dropped me to the floor. I was so close to crying but i couldn't. I couldn't show him any emotion. "You aren't gonna get anywhere in live you stupid bitch. You don't deserve anything either." Prime then kicks me in my face. I made a bad decision but i tried to run from him which made him mad. He grabbed the closest thing near him which was a baseball bat and he hit me behind my head. I blacked out. I'm not sure what happened after that but i'm pretty sure he left me there. 


I suddenly woke up. I was bleeding everywhere and had scars, bruises and cuts all over my body. I have no idea where the cuts came from. I was weak but i managed to drag myself across the floor to my room. It was really hard but i've managed. This was the worst he's done to me so far. I know i can be a selfish bitch sometimes but do i really deserve all of this? I don't know but i can't keep dealing with his shit. I decide to take some pictures of what he's done to me to show police if i ever do call them. I go to the bathroom once again and look in the mirror. I look like shit. This is gonna hurt like hell but i gotta do it. The bleeding, cuts and scars were too much to just wash of by the sink i had to get in the bathtub. I get in the bathtub and winced. I sigh then turn the water on. I winced at the pain of the water hitting my cuts. The bleeding was that much that it caused the water to turn red. I was bathing in bloody water. I quickly try to wash myself off. Once i got out i put some bandages on where he hurt me once again. I feel bad if i ask Adora to spent another night with her but i'm gonna do it.

I look a bit better now. I don't know why but i like the smell of Adora's hoodie. It's comforting. But it's all bloody now. I went to the bathroom and cleaned it off a bit but not too much to remove the smell. I decide to wear it again even tho it has some blood on it. I lay on my bed and stare at my ceiling for a little while. This is getting so much worse if i don't get out of this shithole now he's gonna end killing me. I would want to get out of this place but i don't want to leave Adora again now that i finally have her back. Only one more year and i'm eighteen but can i really suffer like this for another year? I know sometimes i deserve what happens to me. I can be stubborn, selfish and cocky but i think he's taking it way to far. As i was replaying what had been happening this past few years i get an incoming facetime call from Adora. I quickly wipe my tears away and accept. 

"Hey Catra- are you okay?" Adora asks me with a concerned face.

"I'm fine don't worry about it, what's up?"  I say with a raspy voice. Adora seemed to have notice that something was wrong but she saw i didn't want to get into it so she brushed it off.

"I'm so boredd. Wait- are you wearing my hoodie again? That's so cute." She said in a teasing tone.

"W-What no don't start this again." I say while groaning.

"I'm kidding but i am bored." Adora says while stretching out.

"Okay what do you want to talk about?" I say while rolling to the side.

"I don't know anything really just want to get my mind off a few things." Adora said with a sigh.

"Same." I said with a slight sadness in my voice.


Me and Adora stayed up all night talking again. It was really comforting. This time we talked about how my life was after i left. I couldn't help but talk to her a bit about how Prime treated me but i left out the parts where he physically abuses me. I never shared those stories with anyone before. I don't know why i'm sharing them with Adora now. I really trust her. We stayed up until 2am which is when Adora fell asleep. She looked so cute sleeping. Before i knew it i was also falling deep into sleep. 


Author's note:

Sorry this is a bit of a deeper chapter. And sorry that it's a short chapter i'll be coming with the next one very soon. 

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