Moving on - DLC
When You don't know what loneliness is anymore.
Then you think you are happy.
Is it?
Is this it?
Cause I've been doubting.
Thinking my life is missing a piece.
The one thing I been craving for years.
Is the same thing, I know I can never have or keep.
Girls think I'm a creep.
Of course you do.
You say what you want to.
To avoid someone you think to be ugly.
But girl, you don't even know me.
You find someone new faster than you fell for me.
Even after all the things you said we'd be.
That you'd be all I ever need.
The times when I thought you couldn't live without me.
All those false promises that you spoke..
The ones that meant nothing.
There isn't a day when I feel alone.
Not a second when I wish I could just fall again.
But I've given up, no need to find something you will never have.
Always the outcast, the guy who always looks mad.
Acts happy, but is inside sad.
Nobody understands.
Nobody gets it.
This is an act. And it's exhausting.
Acting okay, seeming alright.
Overly tiring.
I just want what everyone else has.
The happiness that they put on for show.
When they are on camera and -
The world acts like I don't deserve it.
That although my heart hurts that there's someone out there for us.
But I want you.
Even though you don't.
And it hurts like a million knives in my heart.
Seeing someone else needing you like I did for you.
I want to move on.
I wanted to be that strong.
But you keep doing me wrong.
I'm scared of living again.
Of loving someone else and finding the same result.
Is why I want you.
Cause you know me, like nobody ever has and ever could.
Moving on.
I don't wanna go.
Move on.
No, I'm too far gone.
Escape with me.
Tell me all the little things.
That you miss about being happy.
And I'll tell you mine.
While I smile...and tell you I'm fine.
