She doesn't know.
How much I love her free soul.
That every conversation never gets old.
She doesn't know.
That I've cried over her at night.
I want to love her and treat her right.
And I'd die for, forever put up a fight.
She doesn't know.
How I feel inside.
That when she's gone, it makes me wanna cry.
She doesn't know.
There have been times.
When jealousy comes to mind.
And your current boyfriend, is the one I look to find.
All these mountains we've climbed.
And you would surrender it all.
Told me you'd never go.
I should've known not to fall.
All these tall tales and you still show me you never really cared.
Smiling in pictures with him, acting like life is fair.
When the people who hurt me most find love.
And I'm still nothing but a pest.
Your favorite guy to use and bug.
Tell me what I wanna hear, just to embrace my fears.
Never been able to hold you near.
Or tell you I love you dear.
Just alone with you in my mind.
All this time, I wanna cry.
I wanna break and find.
You on the other side.
They tell me I'm ugly.
They tell me I'm nothing at all.
That my life will amount to nothing.
And for once I feel as tho they were right about something.
I'm exhausted of trying to be okay.
Days go past without a smile on my face.
Forgetting the feeling of your embrace.
Told me you love me, still lost in the past hate.
And the heart you break, and walk away with haste.
My blood you loved, my struggle you waste.
They all think I'm a fake.
I could say "just wait" but that'd be a rough take.
On a nightmare, one I hope I never awake.
From.
She doesn't know.
She doesn't know - me.
She doesn't love me.
No, she hates me.
