𝐆𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐄𝐍

alcoholic

→ 𝐀𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐂

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in which ej was ricky's worst nightmare with his alcoholism.

ej was drinking, constantly, after he didn't get accepted into duke

every night, all he did was sneak into his dad's cabinet and steal his liquors, beers, wines and take them back up to his room to drink, to saviour all of his sorrows.

ricky tried so many times to help him or tried to get him help. but ej wouldn't stop.

he'd go to ricky's house, drunker than a 4-peckered goat, which would only turn into arguments between the two.

but this time it was worse..

one night ej came over to ricky's house.

"ej i've tried and tried constantly to help you get through this alcoholism you won't cooperate with me in this." ricky pointed out, as tears was now filling his eyes.

"oh please, as if you ever cared about my health." ej said holding a bottle of gin, while rolling his eyes.

"w-what are you talking about-"

"i'm talking about you ricky, i know you've to help me but no, i don't need your help okay? i can get myself through on my own, i need you to back me up all the time-"

"because i love you?, and i don't want anything to happen to you?" ricky questioned seemingly angry but ej's sharp remarks. "y'know, I've always told myself to give you a chance but now i'm starting to your true colors, no wonder why nini broke up with you! no wonder why your mom lefted you, no wonder why you didn't get into d-" ricky was cut off as he felt a hard slap across his left cheek.

ej had hit him this time.

ej have always took his anger out on ricky for his drinking problem. but he's never hit him before.

ej was stunned by his sudden movement, he hit his boyfriend.

ricky just looked up at him, with his hand on his left cheek.

"r..ricky, babe i really didn't mean-"

"get out." "b-babe-" "i said get out!"

ej couldn't just leave.

"ricky no, i'm not leaving," ej choked up on tears, "look, i-i know i haven't been the best boyfriend, because of this, but i swear i will change, i will get help, i just...i just need you." ej confessed, hot tears running down his toned cheeks, his ocean eyes redder than ever.

ricky just looked up at his boyfriend's expression, he really wanted. no. he really needed ej to get help. it's been 2 months since he got rejected, and now it's just took a toll on him and his life.

"babe, please trust me on this, i can get help, and i will, if that means not losing you, i will get help, i'll go to therapy, i'll take meds, just anything to keep you." "and i'm sorry that i-i hit you, i didn't meant for that to happen, you were just saying alot and..and-"

ricky walked up to ej and hugged him, his own tears lettering onto ej's sweater, before speaking.

"i know and i'm sorry babe, i just really need you to get better, and help from this alcoholism, i really don't want anything bad to happen to you. i love you elijah, i really do, and if i lost you, i would lose my mind.." ricky said holding ej's face in both his hands, wiping his boyfriend's tears, only before wiping his own. ej smiled while gripping onto ricky's wrists.

"i love you too, and i promise, i will do better ricky, you're everything i could ask for, in a boyfriend. and i don't wanna lose you." ej replied making ricky smile with tears still in his big doe brown eyes.

"you promise? pinky promise?" ricky held out his pinky, side smiling.

"pinky promise babe." ej locked his pinky with ricky's before pulling him in his loving embrace, letting ricky silently cry into his shoulder.

"i love you, ricky bowen."

"i love you too, elijah james."

they smiled and pulled each other into a deep kiss.

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→ ❝𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐭, 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐝, 𝐢𝐟 𝐢 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐚 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲𝐬, 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲𝐬?❞

i was inspired by a few books (of other shows)

word count: 713.

hope ur ok <3