I built my walls so high, I was sure no one could ever climb them.
And I was okay with that. Proud, even.
But the moment I stepped into university...
he walked right in - and tore every wall down like they were made of paper.
And I let him.
I though...
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I lay down on the cold floor, I don't know since how long Rayce is punching me I have turned numb, not even the punches Rayce is throwing at me hurts,I want him to kill me, the world around me has froze to death, the only thing which I can see is her.
The look on her face, when I just announced it to the whole world. She is different, she ain't like others who would die for me to announce that we had sex. And I treated her, just like any other fling of mine. I have hurt her a lot, I am a monster. I am an asshole. I took advantage of her, she wasn't even able to say No. It kills me to see her tear down because of me.
I deserve it, I deserve the worst thing to happen to me. I hurt her again and again, this time with my words. Hell, I am not even alive, it's Cray who pushes me up that I look around. How much embarrassed she would have felt while I announced it to the whole world. Without knowing the truth, I let it get to my head.
Waking up with a blood stain on my bedsheets, I panicked. And the worst scenario which my mind could create was that she left me for Rayce. But that's not what got to me, the outraged I felt for her almost left when I saw her crying, those teardrops were enough to make my heart soft and ache for her.
But it all shattered in the blink of an eye when she ran to him. That's when it all hit again like a train, all the jealousy, the rage I felt on Rayce I took it out on her.
Fucking idiot I am
The piece of information is still too much to absorb, he is his stepbrother. God, what all I don't know about her? What all happened between these two years?
"Where is Rayce?" I ask Cray who is putting more weight on me than I should.
"Why? You desire more punches?" He mutters while I ignore him. Limping through the foyer, all the people eye me with disgust. I don't fucking care about them, they can go to the moon & back or hell for me, I don't care about anyone.
Crawling, I knock on the door of Rayce while Cray curses. Banging it a few more times, no one opens the door. I won't be leaving this easily. "Goddamn Rayce open the door"Cray mutters and the door snaps open. His eyes snap to mine, still throwing daggers he closes it shut but we don't let him. I can't cause more destruction to her, now or never I want to know each & everything. Avery wouldn't even want to see my face, hell she will tell me everything now after breaking her trust.
" Rayce just 5 minutes then I will leave" I plea. He stares at me for a moment, before pushing two of us inside. "5 minutes that's what I am giving you, after that, you can fuck off" he growls at me.
Without wasting time, I begin. " I thought she was your girlfriend & after last night, she left" I declare swallowing the spit down, which somewhat is weighing more than Cray.
"You thought she is my girlfriend & still fucked her?" He bites out harshly. I look at him, he is still boiling with fury. I know I fucked up like a whole a lot, I created assumptions on my own.
