The Unexpected Point of View|2022

4. Midnight rain

Umbrella dropped down as I covered my mouth from crying. The night sky was covered with clouds and a heavy rain was soaking my hair. The thunderstorm was going on but I cared the least when I saw my boyfriend and step sister kissing in the rain with passion, like he forgot I was his girlfriend or that girl was my half-sister, Soya.

I clenched my fist as the tears welled up in eyes and it didn't took long for the warm stream to get mixed with the cold raindrops to slide over cheeks. I turned around before I could interrupt them with sobs because somewhere it explained why Jungkook had been so absent minded lately.

I ran back home and slammed the door, as I leaned against it and sat down. I locked myself and cried out loud in the pitter patter tune of rain which consumed mine to nothing. I was shivering, coughing, running nose and slight burn in throat from shouting was evident. I kept mumbling that everything would be fine, it was an hallucination or I might have seen wrong or assumed wrong but the bitter truth was hard to accept.

All night I cried with swollen eyes and numb mind. I wasn't in the mood to tell anyone but my misery. I was losing conscience but not fully. I was subconsciously active yet tired from the mental exhaustion.

At dawn I did heard the knocks, then banging and almost heard someone calling my name, loudly but I was laid on the floor. With high fever I almost lost my sense when the door broke opened by Taehyung and Seokjin. Yoongi came running to me and picked me up. He was calling my name, patting my cheeks to wake me but I gave up and ultimately closed me eyes.

Next day I woke up in general ward with a sleeping Yoongi beside me. I tried to sit back but hissed in pain. My brother woke up and immediately helped me to lean on a pillow at back. His eyes piercing into mine with tears of care.

He hit me on arm. Playfully. A lone tear rolled down his eyes as he said," Idiot! What would have happened if I didn't came on time? You had a high fever and need a few hours rest to recover. I submitted a leave application to your school and you could get discharge tomorrow."

"Thank you." I said in a low voice. I was still hurt and felt like someone sabotaged me behind my back. I was battling against myself if I should tell about this to Yoongi or not. He would go mad but gave the best advice.

"You should not roam in rain. You are an adult not only for independent life but also to not do childish things. Thankfully nothing bad occured or heaven knows what would've happened." He held my hand and pecked the knuckles. "You are my only family, Y/N. Don't scare me."

I nodded while my mind was nowhere. I was distracted, distracted from the scene looping in my head about the closeness, their warmth being exchanged. It was my right.

Seokjin cleared his throat and handed a bag full of medicines to Yoongi. He said," I suggest you to take a leave today. Here's the prescribed medicines."

"You didn't had to do this. You're a doctor." Yoongi took the bag and putting it on the table.

Seokjin chuckled before caressing my hair. "Y/N is like my sister and as a guardian I am obliged to help. Even Taehyung wanted to stay but I told him there was nothing to worry about" That one statement brought me out of the daze.

I said,"You both should go now, it's late." Yoongi frowned and was about to protest but I assured him that I would like to have a good nap, that might recover me. They agreed and left although he waited outside in the waiting area.

I covered myself and started thinking. I didn't opted for overthinking but only a mere amount of concern about my own future.

I had to confront Jungkook about his relationship with Soya. I had to break things off with him, no matter what and it's gonna be painful. Until yesterday I had the topmost love and respect for him and suddenly putting a shut down did wrecked up my entire sanity.