HIS AT HEART

Part 19

___ VANGAMA ___

"Yours" I blurted out without thinking.
Being next to Nathaniel made me want more of him. And truth is I wouldn't mind to cuddle with him all night.

Had I thought my answer through? No! But I was going with my instincts.
"You sure angel?" He asked in a soft voice while his hand massaged the temple of my face. I nodded.
He smirked.

"Tell me when you feel sleepy" he said.
"Can I go take a quick shower? We had a long day." I asked him and he accompanied me to his room. Not that he needed to because I knew it. He opened the bathroom for me and showed me the toiletries. Luckily he had a new face towel and toothbrush. I went into the shower and after a few minutes I heard him leave the room. He had said he was going to shower in the guest bedroom.

I used him bodywash which smelled manly. Luckily he used an antiperspirant spray instead of rollon so I knew he wouldn't mind me using it too. Adding his lotion on, when I was done I smelled like him.

I'd probably have to go fetch clothes in Ruth's room. I went out of the shower in a towel and on top of the bed Nathan had laid out a big t-shirt and boxers. What the heck?

Beggars can't be choosers either way so I just wore the clothes. Boxers are way more comfortable than I thought. Why haven't guys told us this?

I decided to text him that I was done and it was safe to come in if he wanted. I didn't want him to stay in the sitting room because he thought I was still in the shower and was giving me privacy.
Okay okay, another part of me wanted him to come be with me. Someone has become clingy.

I hear footsteps on the passage so I jump on the bed and pretend to be sleeping. I don't know how I'm supposed to react to a guy like Nathaniel sleeping next to me. With Amu it was better because he didn't make me nervous and giddy like Nathaniel does.

The door opens and then closes, I hear footsteps approaching the bed.
I hear some shuffling and a few minutes later the bed shifts due to the added weight on the other side.

"You sleeping angel?" Nathaniel asks
I don't answer so that he will think I'm sleeping. I didn't expect what came next.
He started tickling me and I burst out laughing.
"I knew you weren't sleeping" he says laughing with me.
I cover my face with my palms shying away after being caught.

"Are the clothes comfortable?" He asks and I nod.
"You smell like me." He comments proudly.
I remove my hands from my face so I can sleep and I'm met by the sight of Nathaniel's bare chest.
As always his physique captivates me. I stare from his abs that show even when he is sitting to his Adam's apple that keeps going up and down as he swallow saliva.

"Angel" he calls me
"Yesss" I replied but it came out as a moan.
"Are you okay" he asks smirking. I nod.
"Okay let's sleep. Goodnight" he lays down and closes his eyes. I continue sitting looking at him. He can't seriously be sleeping now. I don't know what I want from him but I want something.

I decide to be bold. If I crave for something I'll ask for it.
"Nathan" it came out as a whisper. He opened his eyes.
"Are you sleeping already?" That's the stupid question that came out of my mouth.
"Not yet, what's wrong?" He asked mischievously as though he knew what was on my mind.
"Nothing was just asking. Goodnight" I said and quickly lay down looking the other way. What a way to embarrass yourself Vangama.

I felt Nathaniel move closer to me.
"Angel can I touch you?" He breathed so close to me neck it made me shiver. I think Nathaniel has realized that his breath on my neck makes me weak and he is capitalizing on it. Not that I'm complaining.
I hummed a yes in response since I couldn't formulate words.

His hand spooned me closer to him that our bodies touched. His body was warm. He then moved his hand all over my arm slowly and gently. My breathing was so calm and relaxed. He moved to my thigh and I felt a sense of need in me arise but I tried ignoring it.
Nathaniel's scent that came from him and from me increases the sensations.

He moved from my thing up my ribs on top of the t-shirt to my boobs. When he touched them my breathing hitched.
"Tell me if I should stop, understand beautiful?" He said and I didn't have any response for him. I didn't have the will to tell him to stop. And a part of me knew that if he stopped I would be sad.

When my breathing started coming back to normal pace he slithered his hand inside the t-shirt. I flinched from his touch a bit but probably not enough for him to notice. He reached my bare breasts and my chest was now rising and falling fast. He cupped my breast in his hand and gently massaged it. He did the same to the other. I wanted more.

After playing with my nipples a bit he moved his hand out of the t-shirt. It felt empty without his hand in there I felt like crying with need.

He moved his hand around my waist playing with the hem of the boxers. He then snicked his hand inside and when he touched my p*ssy I really flinched. He stopped.
"Should I stop?" He asked in a raspy voice.
I shook my head to show that I didn't want him to stop. I also used my hand and put it on top of his to show him that I didn't want him to take it out.

He kissed the back of my neck and nibbled a bit. His hand started moving again massaging me down there. When he started playing with my clit I couldn't hold it anymore I released a moan. I grinded myself to his hand because I needed more. He moved further down to my slit and before I could stop it I had cried out his name.

"What is it Angel?" His voice even more rougher.
"I... I... I don't know." I told him honestly because as much as I wanted more I didn't really know what that more was exactly. I had never felt such need before.

"You want this Angel?" He asked while inserting his finger inside my slit. I gasped.
I had never been fingered by anyone else besides myself when I tried masterbating and this felt a million folds better.
"Yesss" I cried out.
He began moving his finger inside me, curling it to touch spots i didn't know existed.
The needy feeling became more intense that actual tears were now coming out of my eyes.
"Nathan please!!!" I cried out

He increased his pace of fingering me while he played with my clit using his thumb. My hands were now all over my body and the sheets. It was like I was burning. I convulsion feeling came to me and I felt my vaginal walls clench around Nathaniel's finger. It was like an out of body experience.

When the feeling stopped I was now breathless. Nathaniel massaged my vagina slowly and then got up to the bathroom, telling me that he would be back. I was out of breath as though I ran a kilo. He came back with a wet towel. He got in-between my legs wiping me slowly.
He then got up and took the towel back.

When he finally got back and lay besides me my eyes were starting to shut down.
"Goodnight beautiful and sweet dreams. I love you." He whispered into my ears. He wrapped his arm around me with our bodies tight together.  With one word that he said after settling properly I was gone. "Sleep"