That's How We Fell! (ft.Zayn Malik)

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I didn't want into annoy your u guys with another separate A/N and so I just am editing this and publishing it again. It's be awesome if you read it, though.

Today, morning when I woke up and sat alone, reading through all my fellow authors' rant, I couldn't help but start crying. Last night I came to know of this at about, 10:30-10:45 when Nabeelah, a fellow author updated. I then checked up the Internet and ofcourse, it had to be true. I spent the next half an hour, talking to to my mum, who knows how much I like the guy. She patiently heard me rant, asking questions here and there. I DID NOT CRY LAST NIGHT. I then straight off hit bed, just scrolling past the tweets. Thankfully, my phone's battery ran out and I had to switch it off. I mean, it's good that it happened. I though and actually gave a pat on
my own back for taking his departure, so well.

Then I woke up this morning and read through Harry's recent tweet and some articles and that's when I cried, since I heard the news.

And this juncture, I have to thank this one guy who came over to my school and put the boys' song, WMYB. Funny then, I didn't know who they were and the exact day, just before I heard their song for the first time, my friend asked me, "Hey do you know, singer Zayn Malik?!"

And I was like, "No. Does he sing good?!" Little did I know.

"Yeah, but he looks even better," she said.

It was how I came to know of them. I then researched, and found out about this boyband and now I believe when people say that when you're around 14-15 , a band always comes and sweeps you off your feet.

And ofcourse, I found Zayn to be the most impressive.

And now, I'm here in love with a boyband, writing fics about my favourite member. I was literally giving a romantic chapter for this book last night.

I don't know what to do with myself and my inner fangirl. I don't know what to do with this fic.

With all my others books.

Should I continue?!

I'm just so hurt to a point, I don't know what to do. There is a Twitter meltdown and I am so...

I haven't seen the boys even once,
Because they've never been to my place and its hurts to know that I may never see a 5/5.

I'd never see Zayn, hit his You and I, high note. I'd never hear him sing live with the rest of the boys. I'm gutted.

So, for one last time,
Here's to the tanned, shy boy with raven hair, stunning stubble, Bambi eyes, razor sharp jawline, cutting features, and amazing dress sense and a beautiful voice. Thanks Zayn, for five stunning years. You were an amazing singer and a human being. If there is any chance for you to make a comeback, please do, because, i'd be happy to have you back. I hope you're happy. Just don't regret anything because, at one point you wanted to do it.
Wishing you the best.
I love you so damn much.

I don't know what to do...

I think I might need a break from writing. Hope you guys understand...

Love,
Kay xx