dear diar y,
Jae left :(
and I decided to take my leave, of course i paid
and i just
decided to
maybe go away for the whole day tomorrow? aka be Jordan for a whole day
and just
do the poster thing
y'know, the plan
i hope jae doesn't lose the money, i mean people might eye such a big bag of money, but y'know what? if he has it tomorrow, good for him, if not, I'll eat breakfast with him (I'll pay, of course)
maybe hang up some posters
and i don't know
maybe try finding new clothes? i mean mine are ripped and I'm scared the jacket will soon reveal my chest
burn mark and such
as i was walking home some
guards were walking around
not to search for me
my parents dont check on me anymore so they shouldn't know i was gone
it's like 2 am so why should they
my legs are tired
but well
just means i can sleep better
OO I'm gonna get my backpack tomorrow and put lotsa fancy old stuff in it to show to the children
maybe pack my little
baby guitar
also called
ukulele
whatever uhm
time to
be sneaky
i have to
sneak into the garden and climb up the rocks
very convenient btw that i can climb up
which is a bit
suspicious
but well
i could climb every wall here
the way to my room is exhausting though because it's high up
buuut!!! i ddint get caught
like always
cool, right? anywayyyys
i decided to
snuggle into my bed
it's made for
2 people
of like
taller than my height
Soo,,one day, ,,,
jae might,,fit in here and we could
snuggle up
III mean n
his hugs feel great
ssso how would
a warm embrace under the blanket feel like
o
or a kiss,,
whhhatever uh..
I'm just
imagining things
annywyys ggoodnight
