HIIII diary
i WAs a Chad today
i paid for jae's clothes
which he reluctantly came to terms with
while we walked out i asked him if he wanted to
wear the clothes
to which he replied with a no
honestly, understandable, since he gave a good reason
reason being he has to wash himself off
i would've almost slipped up and said he could come to my place, cough cough, the castle
though I'm glad he said we could go to a nearby lake
and asked me if I just wanted to hang out while he
bbbathes
UHM
I MEAN
OF COURSE I SAID YES
i mean who wouldn't take the chance to see the one they like shirtless or nake d
don't @ me/j
i kinda wanted to join in but
remembered that i can't
though i could just
keep my shirt on
yeah good idea
fits the personality i made up
i think i won't drink today, might go home after spending some time at the lake
i just
god i want the
day to come where he just
wears those clothes and just
waits among other candidates just to be chosen as a personal knight
maybe seeing him happy about getting the job
maybe i could...smooch him? On THE CHEEK
a
as a
congratulation gift on that day
i hope i can
god I'm
I've fallen so hard for a "pEasAnt" as my parents like to call the people here
no mom they're pleasant
you missed an L and took a big L too, but whatever
we started walking towards the lake and just
conversated
talking about nothing in particular
we just
smalltalked
just asking if we're doin good and such
and
we arrived at the lake!!!
i put my
bag onto a tree stump, took my trousers off, sorry but my my black lace underwear stays on during swimming
i also took my vest off and just
booked it
i fucking RAN into the water
though it was
really fucking cold
like oauOUOUOUOU could
jae laughed at me, and i laughed with him, while he took his shirt off
i looked away after that because i respect his personal space, he thanked me for that with a simple "thanks bud"
his voice is nice
i hope one day he says "sweetheart" instead of "bud", "dude" or "man"
one day,,
well i heard him getting into the water so i turned back around to him
since i couldn't see anything that was underwater
since i looked him in the face
like a respectable citizen
and
well
since he
chose so pretty clothes
i wanted to ask
what he thinks about the prince
if he likes him or not
or if he could ever imagine being in a relationship with him, ranks aside
I'm just
really really curious,,
