y/n's pov:
i was just sitting and thinking of a phone call i had gotten from an old friend and regretting how it went.
well if i'm gonna be honest about it, i called her just to resolve an old situation.
*flashback to earlier that day*
i sat thinking of something that happened so long and missing her a little more than usual.
i decided i would call her just to check on her.
i pick up my phone and scroll until i see her contact, smiling to myself at the picture of her and i.
before i realize what i'm doing, the phone is ringing.
"hello?" says that sweet voice after just two rings.
"uh.. hi." i say.
"y/n, it's been so long!! how are you?" she said in that light and cheery voice that made your heart swell.
"i'm okay was just thinking about you and decided to check in. hope i didn't like interrupt anything or something." i tell her.
"nooo, it's okay. i'm glad you called." i could hear the smile through her words.
that thought alone made butterflies appear.
"i was thinking about how much i hated the way we ended things a while ago." she says breaking the silence.
"you mean the way you ended things?" i said sounding a bit more harsh than intended.
"i told you i wasn't ready for a relationship."
"yeah, so that's exactly why you sent an apology on flowers and a week later you were out with somebody else." you said snapping back.
"you didn't even give me a proper goodbye. all i wanted from you was to be real with me. if you had just told me that you didn't want a relationship with me and wanted someone else i would've been hurt but still would've respected you for being honest." i said sounding real selfish.
"i'm sorry.." is all she could muster.
"i thought this would be a good idea but it's just brought up new emotion's that i don't wanna feel anymore. i'm sorry for doing this it really wasn't my intention. i'm so sorry. i won't bother u again." i said before hanging up.
what the actual fuck is wrong with me. i'm so fucking stupid.
why would i fucking do some shit like that? i'm an idiot.
*end of flashback*
i can stop it from running through my mind.
i decided to take a nap to relax my mind for a while.
billie's pov:
i miss her.
i fucked up.
i was an idiot to let her go.
and even more of a fuckin idiot to be with this asshole.
"bil, are you okay?" my sweet brother asked me pulling me away from my thoughts.
"no, that was y/n." i told him.
"oh.." was all he said after understanding.
we had a few moments of silence before fin broke the silence yet again.
"whatever you're feeling, embrace it and make something beautiful of it. it'll all be okay and you both will come to your senses and you'll be happy. you two were once two crazy kids in love and happy and that'll happen again. just give it time." he said before opening his arms and embracing me in a hug.
