Billie's pov:
I can't believe this shit is happening to me.
I literally cannot breathe or think straight right now.
The love of my life is really gone..
*flashback to that morning*
"good morning baby." y/n spoke while showing off that beautiful smile of hers.
"morning princess." i said before kissing her forehead.
we both got out of bed to go and check on our son, Tobias who was babbling away in crib.
"hey little man!" i said excitedly walking up to his crib to pick him up.
he starts laughing as a kiss him all over his face.
"you're such a great mom, bil." y/n said.
"thanks mama.. so are youu." i replied.
"thank you." she had a dim smile on her face.
"toby isn't your mommy the prettiest mommy in the world." i ask our son in a baby voice.
"mommy pretty!" he says clapping his hands excitedly.
me and y/n laugh before she walks over and kisses him on the head.
"and you're the most handsome little guy in the world." she tells him.
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"baby are you okay? you seem a little off." i ask y/n with worry clearly laced in my voice.
she sighs before saying, "i've been having the same dream for like a week straight and it's honestly starting to scare the shit out of me."
"why? what happens in the dream?" i ask her.
"in the dream, i die. i get into this terrible car accident and after my soul descends from my body, i see you breaking down with toby in your arms." she tells me as her voice slightly cracks.
i can't say anything so i just pull her real close. i can't imagine life without her.. it just wouldn't be the fucking same.
"oh, baby.. it's almost impossible to imagine life without you in it but don't worry, everything is gonna be okay. you'll be fine." i tell her wiping the tear that i didn't know escaped my eye.
i hear a fee sniffles come from her before i lift up her chin kissing her lips.
i pull away and say, "i love you, princess."
"i love you too." she says giving me a smile.
she's my everything and i can't lose her.
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"hey, baby, i'm gonna go run to the store to get some things.. do you need anything?" y/n asks me popping her head in the room.
"no, not really. do you want me and toby to come with you?" i ask her.
"no, you guys stay.. i'll be back soon." she says before coming further in the room to kiss tobias on his forehead and giving me a tender kiss on the lips.
"i love you guys so so much." she says.
"and we love you." i tell her smiling.
i watch her as she walks out of the room and then shortly after, hear her close the front door.
Y/n's pov:
i start the engine before backing out of our driveway and onto the freeway heading to the store.
