~Sarah's P.O.V ~Walking up to Justin felt like a daze, it felt so unreal for me to be here really talking to the same man that just a week ago called me a slut as he barged out of my... out of James's office in the club. I hadn't really seen him at work, he looks good and I mean that in a non sexual way well kind of. He smiles at me with his warm inviting gaze meeting mine giving me a small feeling of reassurance. "Wow... I'd hate to be the other guy." He motions towards my hand "oh." I don't know what to say, how do I say I did this to myself without sounding like a complete idiot?
"Well I sort of..." I trail off my gaze going to the ground again "Sarah, look at me." My gaze is fixated on the ground "Sarah." His stern voice rings through my ears making me snap my head up towards him our gaze locking once again and for a moment I see his hooded eyes but they soften almost immediately. "Did you do that?" His smile replaced with a worried look. "Yes. I didn't mean to but I did." He sighs "let's walk for a while." I nod as we begin walking around the tracks, I go through the events of last night with him in hopes of getting advice.
"Wow Sarah that sounds.. like the perfect storm." He chuckles.. Is he laughing at me or the situation? Either way he's pissing me off "Hey it's not funny" I stop walking "I need help Justin. I don't know what the fuck to do and everything is just so fucked!" Tears spring back into my eyes but I quickly blink them away not wanting to show my hurt. "I'm sorry, you're right it's not funny. I just think you need to talk to them, especially Jamie since she is your bestfriend after all." I nod "well she comes back in a couple of days so maybe I'll talk to her then but what do I even say to her?" She was so angry but hurt at the same time, but it wasn't even over my relationship leaving me both confused and hurt.
"People say shit out of anger all the time." He smirks at me his blue eyes piercing through me "we both know that." I shrug "I know but what she said wasn't really out of anger it was more just hurt." He sighs "Sarah I think you really should talk to her and I may not like James at all not as a boss or person but I think he's probably just in a weird spot since all three of you grew up together."
Justin and I talk for a little while longer before heading back to my place to hang out for a bit. We decide to smoke a blunt before he heads out and thankfully I stocked up before the long weekend. After a while he decided on heading out and once again I'm alone with my thundering thoughts, the silence in the house is almost defining. I take a shot to work up my courage as I reached for my phone "alright just make the call." I stand at the kitchen counter debating on what to say when I call. "Fuck it" I groan to myself taking a large swing of patron before dialing, I listen as the phone begins to ring making me jump and hang up before it gets to the second ring. "Shit." I mumble to myself taking another large swig before hitting redial and before the second ring the phone gets picked up.
~ J for James & S for Sarah~
J: princess
His voice is low almost a growl sending electricity through my body
S: Daddy
My voice cracks immediately as all control pours out of my body
J: are you ready to talk?
There's not an inch of sarcasm in his voice.. he really just wanted to talk to me and to be quite honest I'm not quite use to that.
S: I don't know.
I just don't know what to say or how I'm feeling so the question "are you ready to talk" is like asking me where'd I'd like to go out to eat last minute.
J: Sarah.. I'm going to come over and we are going to sit down and talk about this. I need you to explain your outburst and I need to be able to explain my side as well.
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BDSM With My Boss (REMAKE)
FantasyPLEASE READ: I wrote a book a while back called BDSM with my boss and this is my remake, My writing has changed drastically since then, and id like to rewrite one of my most-read stories. Sarah's sex life is more than adventurous but when she finds...