~ Sarah's P.O.V ~The lights beams through my shades and into my eyes waking me up, I reach over and to my surprise James was still in my bed. Usually after we do something like this he's gone in the morning since we were keeping it a secret. His face relaxed as his slow breaths escaped his slightly parted lips, his toned chest slowly rising, his dark brown hair messy from last night's events, and his body in full relaxation.. I could get use to waking up this way. I feel an ache for him as if last night wasn't enough, I want him but all of him, I want to see him in full dominance. We never did get to finish our special night so maybe I'm just a little deprived. I quietly giggle to myself at the thought ; he's become my drug to me and now I need his dominance, his full dominance.. his hard dominance.
I run my hand over his toned chest, slowly sliding down to his happy trail making him stir in his sleep, I slowly slide my hand over his pubic area making his eyes flutter open. His gaze meets mine a sleepy smile etched across his face "good morning princess." His groggy voice tugging deep inside of me causing a rosy blush to rise on my cheeks;I return his smile while attempting to keep my hand from going any further "good morning daddy."My voice barley auditable as excitement fills me "is there something you need?" The smile turning into a cocky smirk "maybe." I quickly slide my hand lower grasping his morning wood, not letting him get a word out.
His naked body exposed to me as I slide off the sheets covering his lower region with my other hand. "That's all for you princess. That's all yours." His words fill me with pleasure and security giving me the push I need; I slowly take his hard cock into my mouth,pushing it further and further into my mouth. "Ssss fuck" his hand entangleing itself into my hair, I slide my tongue out as I begin sliding him in and out of my mouth taking him deeper each time until he's deep in my throat.
"Princess" his deep moan filling me as he pushes himself all the way down my throat, our gaze meets and I feel an intimate pull. I feel different. I feel loved. Tears spring to my eyes as the realization of how much I really do love this man hits me all at once, His load shoots down my throat forcing me to swallow, I sit up slowly taking him out of my mouth making sure to clean him all the way to the top with one last lick over his sensitive tip before wiping my eyes. He sits up and slowly wraps his arms around me "you were amazing princess." His tender kisses against my temple soften me as I feel the familiar dropping sensation... sub drop. Tears spring to my eyes as he holds me against him "it's alright baby" He runs his fingers through my hair whispering the light reassurance. My tears fall as I snuggle deeper into his chest.
Fifteen minutes later I feel myself begin to feel a lot better;James had brought me water before getting back in bed to cuddle me a few minutes after he started holding me. I look up at him feeling his eyes on me "I'm okay." I flash him a reassuring smile "good baby, I'm glad you're feeling better." He leans down kissing my cheek. "How do you feel?" I stare at him for a moment waiting on his answer "I feel good babygirl. Really good." I slowly begin stretching my arms as I sit up, I close my eyes for a moment as a memory or a dream floods my mind. Did James say he loves me? I stop mid stretch, I open my eyes and am met with those familiar piercing blue eyes. "Did you.." I trail off not wanting to ask. Not knowing if it'll be too much for me to actually hear; I don't do intimate or relationships much anymore. I know we're technically in one and have been but this is so different compared to before.
"I did." He says matter o factly with no hesitation "it's not a bad word Sarah. What are you so afraid of?" I sigh in frustration not knowing how to put my thoughts into words. "I.. I just.." I trail off looking for the right words to say "I love you Sarah, I'm not scared of that and you shouldn't be either. This isn't sex, when I do things with you, when my hands caress your skin It's not just sex and I know you feel that." He stands up and begins sliding on his clothes "James please." I quickly fix my hair into a messy bun and stand up infront of him bringing my hands up around his neck. He managed to get his underwear and jeans on within seconds luckily I got the balls to go up to him before he got completely dressed.
"You can't rush me James and you know that. You know how I feel about you I just can't say it right now. I'm just not ready." His arms snake around my waist as he leans his forehead against mine "I know princess. It just took a long time to able to call you mine and to be able to not only tell you but show you in many ways how I feel for you." He leans down slowly connecting our lips sending a spark of warmth through my body. His lips lightly sliding against mine holding still for a moment drinking me in before pulling away. We sit in silence for a moment both breathless as if we'd run a marathon "woah" I murmur as I raise my finger up to my lips as the feeling of electricity runs through them.
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I hope y'all enjoyed the chapter 😊 more to come soon! This was a roller coaster chapter but I hope you liked it anyways!!
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