~Sarah's P.O.V~
My voice is lost at the sight in front of me "James-" Jamie cuts me off "Sarah im the one who asked if I could come over tonight." I raise an eyebrow at her as I cross my arms over my chest "Okay that's a shock, want to tell me why?" James looks surprised at my tone towards her but I can't help myself, she's always been against James and I being together and I know that I didn't go about it the right way but she didn't exactly react normally either. "Why don't we eat dinner first?" I scoff rolling my eyes at her "Jamie honestly I just want to hear what you have to say. Im not trying to be rude but you did hurt me and I do understand that I hurt you but you had no right to say those things to either of us." she shakes her head at me with a low chuckle " you still don't get it do you? you still don't understand what set me off do you?" I feel my anger turn into curiousity "I thought it was because of James and I...." I trail off when I see James's head shake "It's not about me at all princess." I sigh frustrated at all this secretive bullshit "Just fucking tell me what you're upset about and stop dangling it infront of me."
Jamie sighs "Can we please talk alone for a moment?" she turns to James ignoring me "Yeah sure." I watch as he walks out of the room not bothering to ask me if I was okay with this "Sarah sit down." I feel my Bratty side come out of me "No I want you to tell me what the fuck is going on." I huff " I will but first please sit down." I roll my eyes plopping down on the dining room chair "Okay im sitting now please tell me." she looks at me for a moment before sitting down infront of me "I love you Sarah, you're my bestfriend and I would do anything for you but you have a tendency to be conceded." I go to speak but she put her hand up motioning for me to let her talk "You don't notice the feelings of others sometimes and you mostly just focus on your needs. I don't really help with that because I let you do it to me all the time when I should really just tell you about it so you can work on it. Now that being said I have something to tell you and I don't want to loose you Sarah so please keep an open mind here.
I feel my heart begin to race as her words carry on, what could be so big that she's hid it from me for so long? why would she never tell me about it? Who else has she told this thing to and does James know? "Sarah promise me that you'll keep an open mind and that you aren't going to just run off or get upset and yell." I shake my head "Ill keep an open mind but you know as well as I do that im a ticking time bomb." she nods with a small shrug, her eyes pleading as she plays with her ripped skinny jeans "Okay." she takes a deep breath "I.. Im In love with you Sarah and I have been for a really long time now. I didn't want you with James because I knew how you felt about him, the night I slept with him it really was an accident and I did end up getting some feelings for him but honestly when I saw you sitting there waiting for him and I found out that you two had actually gotten together I just lost it." She rubs her sweaty hands on her pant legs.
"Sarah you're gorgeous and you've hopped from guy to guy trying to find Mr. Right but what if your Perfect match isn't a Mr. at all?" my head is swimming as her words fill it, my heart is beating out of my chest leaving me speechless... what do I say to her? how am I supposed to take this? She's inlove with me? "Sarah Please Say something." I sit for a moment in complete silence trying to wrap my mind around what I just heard "Jamie... I love James." my eyebrows furrow as I try to find the right words to say to her " Sarah I can make you so happy." her voice cracks but I can't bring myself to see her cry so I look at my fingers "Jamie I love you like a best friend and I always have... I always will but I just don't feel that way about you." She sighs running her hands over her face before pushing her hair back "Okay, I understand." she lightly smiles at me "It may hurt like a big bitch right now but I feel so much better getting it off my chest. It was never about James or any one of the other guys I didn't like.. it was always about you." she leans in giving me a soft kiss on the cheek her soft lips press against my skin making it warm to the touch "At least I got it off my chest and now we can enjoy this bomb food because im starving."
I quickly nod and run to the steps making sure to clear my throat before yelling up the stairs "BABE! DINNER'S READY!" I walk back over to Jamie who still has the look of hurt in her eyes but a fake smile plastered onto her face "so how has it been so far being with him? I smile wide "Adventurous" she giggles "Yeah I bet." I couldn't help but wonder how she was doing it.. how she was faking that smile and that laugh so well when I know she's hurt.. We sit and finally eat dinner once James joins us in the dinning room again "Im glad to see you two talked things out" He shoots me a small smile "I know how hard that must have been Jamie" I cough nearly choking on my wine "Im gonna get more wine." Oh this is gonna be one hell of a night for me.
A/N: Happy Belated Halloween everyone 🎃👻
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