BDSM With My Boss (REMAKE)

7. Shhhhh 🤫

~Sarah's P.O.V.~

  "Nothing really" I cough a bit  "mmhmm" I shrug and I take another hit  "I told him that I thought we should keep things non-sexual until I'm comfortable with things... it'll keep him from questioning things." James stares at me for a moment and his look turns into a more stern stare. "what are you not telling me" I offer him a hit of the blunt and he slowly takes it. " Well... He kind of kissed my neck a bit and had me on his lap for a little while before I could get it all out to him and move back to my seat. " I hear him take a deep hit and I look up from my hands " I see" he passes the blunt back to me and we finish it in silence.

"Well... Jamie tried to give me head when you left and tried to get me in bed with her for a while before I told her I didn't want to ruin our friendship... I guess that makes us a bit even" My insides burn at the thought of Jamie touching him but I can't be too mad because of what happened with Justin. I take a deep breath and nod "Well we took care of that for a while." 

James sits back and looks me up and down  " Do you plan on changing?" I look down at myself and smirk up at him "Why don't you help me out?" He leans in close to me and our lips slowly lock onto each other, his tongue finds its way into my mouth, and I feel a familiar pull inside of me. The sound of rustling begins filling the air making us pull apart and yearning for more. We look over and Jamie slowly walks out of the hallway while rubbing her eyes and dragging her feet.

"Damn, you can smell that good stuff all through this damn house." I laugh "I'm gonna shower but I left the stuff out on the table in case you want a blunt of your own too." She nods and kisses my cheek  " Thanks B, how's the head after last night's adventures?" She giggles and sits down next to James "Mmm not so bad anymore just a little foggy but I'm gonna get into the shower and freshen up." She nods "Good cause you smell like liquor" I giggle and walk off.

~Jame's P.O.V~

Way to kill the mood, Jamie, I swear I'm gonna get blue balls every time I come over here. I shift a bit as Jamie sits down so my semi isn't so noticeable and watch as Sarah walks off. "Hey James.." Jamie whispers and I feel her body lean closer to mine "Jam we talked about this." She nods "Yeah but how about just one kiss for old time sake" I chuckle softly " Jamie.. you're gorgeous and sweet and you're everything a guy could want-" she cuts me off " But I'm not Sarah" I blink a few times and shake my head " but you're one of my oldest friends and if something were to happen I don't know what I'd do." She sighs deeply "We haven't talked in so long and you just popped back up this weekend because of Sarah... Tell me the truth, do you and Sarah have something going on?" I sigh " I fucking knew it." I grab her hand and shake my head " No we don't. Would it be so bad if we did though?"

" Sarah always gets the guy. I mean I get guys too but come on James." I put my hand on her cheek and lightly run my thumb over her cheek in circles. "Jamie, I'm not going to ruin you as I have with so many others. I wouldn't want to hurt you or lose you. Look even if Sarah and I ever become something or mess around.. she was never as close to me as you are, you have always been so close to me and I've known you way longer. I could stand losing her but not you." I try my hardest not to upset her, I don't want her thinking bad about herself or that I'm choosing one over the other... I have indeed known her longer and we were always closer than Sarah and I because she didn't go on boy-binging sprees and she was there when everything happened with my family... I couldn't stand to lose Sarah either though, I would hate myself if I hurt her. I've wanted her for years but she always wanted something else so I always pretended to want something else.

"Okay..." She whispers to me and before I can move back she crashes her lips onto mine... Tangling her fingers through my hair, I pull away and shake my head  "Jamie I'm serious." She nods with a smile "Just wanted to get one last kiss..." I sigh and chuckle  " alright well that was it. No more of this surprise-kissing shit. " She nods and puts her hand out and I shake it "Deal" she smiles and begins the rolling process.