"You know Jungkook is gay too, Jimin."
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.Jungkook's eyes widened in fear as he looked over to Hoseok, his heart dropping when he saw the smug look on the red haired males face. He couldn't hear anything anymore. Just the rapid beats in his chest from his heart going erratic. Slowly, cautiously, his eyes trailed over to where Jimin sat. He wondered if his heart had broken when he saw the sight.
Jimin's eyes where wide in shock as he faced Jungkook, trembling as tears poured down his cheeks. "J-Jungkookie..?" He called, his voice breaking. "H-He's just kidding right..?" He asked. The boy couldn't take it. Not his Jungkookie. His entire life, the terror of hell had been burned into his mind. Because of that line in the Bible he believed that all gay people automatically went to hell.
He was scared for them, wanted to protect them, put them on the path of righteousness so that they could have the chance to go to heaven too. He had become very attached to Jungkook the past month they've known each other. He looked up to him despite him being younger. He was so courageous, sure of himself and confident. He always stood up for himself, his beliefs. Jimin loved that about him, as he'd been expected to hold his tongue his whole life.
He looked at the face of the boy he'd so quickly become best friends with and he couldn't stop the tears. His beautifully sculpted face, pretty fawn like eyes and fluffy hair. He imagined him in hell in this moment and he hated it. He hated it more than anything in his life. Of course Jungkook didn't answer. He wanted to speak but he was afraid, afraid of Jimin's disapproval. Instead he just sat there, staring at him.
"No, I'm not Joking. How have you not known? All his friends are gay!! He is the most gay out of all of us. And guess what?" Hoseok taunted, standing from where he sat on the floor to stalk towards Jimin with a devious look on his face. He felt powerful in that moment. That he was able to knock Jungkook's crush down a few pegs. He walked close to him, their faces almost touching. Jimin looked in Hoseok's eyes and was surprised to see a sea of sadness.
"We had sex. Your Jungkookie had sex with me."
Jimin gulped, he didn't know why the thought of that upset him so much, possibly that Jungkook was committing a double sin, or that he allowed himself to have sex with someone like Hoseok. Whatever the reason was didn't matter. He felt his heart shatter into a million peace's and he ran. He didn't even know where he was but he ran, Jungkook's jacket falling off his shoulders and to the floor at the action.
"Hoseok what the hell is your problem?!" Namjoon snapped as he saw Jimin run away. Jungkook had begun to cry. It was all over. There was nothing he could do, Jimin would hate him now. Yoongi sat next to him, comforting him. He gave him a hug and glared at Hoseok. "Well he had to find out sometime, there was no way Kook was gonna admit it to him so I did it for him." If looks could kill, Hoseok would be six feet under from Taehyung's stare at this moment.
"You outed him, Hoseok. No matter who it is or what's happening, You never out someone!! You should know this!!! Especially with what happened to you." He snapped. "Despite how he is with gay people, Jimin is a nice kid. Even after knowing did he attack us? No. Did he insult us? No. Did he berate us? Not even close." He yelled. Taehyung was more commonly a quiet angry person but seeing Jungkook's heartbroken tears and the smug smirk on the red head in front of him turned that on its head.
"You need to leave Hoseok. You've been a jerk to Jungkook for the past month and we're done. Get your shit, leave and don't come back. We don't want to see you. We are no longer friends". Jin stated, not even sparing Hoseok a single glance. Hoseok completely shrunk and his smirk fell a million stories downwards. "No.. please... I didn't mean it.. please don't kick me out.." he begged. This time, Jungkook spoke up, standing close to Hoseok.
"If you ever come near Us again, especially Jimin, I will knock you to the floor and I mean it. Don't touch us, don't talk to us.. don't even look at us. I am done with you. Now because of you I have to go comfort Jimin." He scolded, rushing off to find the soft brunette. There was silence for a minute before Hoseok let out a dejected sigh, grabbing his things and leaving the place by himself. He knew he was screwed but he didn't know he was that screwed. Already, he regretted his actions.
Jungkook found Jimin wandering the cold street alone, seeing him hold himself and shivering as he sniffled. "Jimin please!" He called out. "Wait!" Jimin stopped. He wanted to run but his legs wouldn't allow him to move. "Listen.. I'm so sorry you had to find out this way. We're all done with Hoseok. We just wanted to be friends with you.. we're not out to get you and we're not bad people." Jimin turned around to face Jungkook, tears pouring down his pretty face.
"You think I'm mad at you for being gay?" He asked, sniffling through his words. "Well.. yeah.." the taller replied, rubbing the back of his neck. "I'm not mad Jungkookie, im worried. Im so worried. I don't want anything bad to happen to you! Ever! People get killed in our city if they're gay! I don't want you to go to hell!" He cried, burying his face in his hands to sob. Jungkook ran to him, wrapping his arms tight around the small shaking man. "Please Jungkookie.. please just don't leave me.." he begged.
Jungkook's eyes widened and he hugged Jimin even tighter, closing his eyes. "Never, Hyung. I'll never leave you I promise. I'll always be here.. always.. as long as you let me." He said. There they stood, holding each other in the darkness and cold winds.
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SACRED - JIKOOK
FanfictionJungkook always knew he was gay. It was always prevalent within his psyche that he'd felt romantic and sexual feelings towards other men. Unable to afford to move out and still in college, 20 year old Jeon Jungkook is forced by his more conservativ...