SACRED - JIKOOK

THOUGHTS

Jimins sat next to Jungkook on the high wall of their regular place. Jimin, got a couple piercings and is planning to ask Jungkook to design some tattoos for him.. he's just a little nervous. He was worried on how he was supposed to ask. Jungkook looked at him with a strange expression. He was worried, Jimin looked so perplexed.. his eyebrows harshly pulled in and his lips in a frown since they met up this morning. The blond boy stared down at the grass from where he sat and looked so sad.

Finally Jungkook mustered up the courage to ask him what was wrong. Jimin's eyes widened slightly before looking over to Jungkook. He gently sighed, "Jungkookie..? I.." his voice faltered. He felt embarrassed, hesitant.. shy even. "What is it..?" Jungkook asked. His voice soft and gentle as his curly hair danced in the calm wind. "I-I want.. a.. tattoo.. I want you.. to design it.." he said shyly, playing with his hands. Jungkook's face and mind both went blank. He wasn't sure if he heard Jimin's request correctly or not.

"A-a tattoo..? You.. you want me to draw you a tattoo..?" Jungkook asked, his voice gentle but so unsure. Jimin nodded quickly. "I want one so bad.. one I can hide from my parents until I'm ready to show them anyways." He said, a soft chuckle escaping him as he looked up to the taller male next to him. The younger pulled himself out of his trance and hastily nodded, "y-yes! Yes yes! I would.. I would love to design your first tattoo! I mean.. I.. I would be honored.." he said, embarrassed by his own excitement, his cheeks turning a dark red.

Jimin smiled brightly at the shyness of the taller but younger boy. Even though he was a boy he was so cute sometimes. That thought however scared Jimin. Unlike Jungkook, he had never even considered it to be possible for him to be gay. The slight reminder in his brain caused him to shutter and shake his head. "Let's go to your house.. so you can draw up something for me!" He said excitedly.

~

Hoseok sat in his room alone, his knees pulled up tightly to his chest as he thought about the last time he saw his crush and former friends. The way they looked at him, the hatred in their eyes. More tears poured down his cheeks. Ever since the fight, he had been skipping class, sitting alone in his dark room. Thinking. They where right. Everything they said was right. Not only did Hoseok judge someone he didn't know out of jealousy he outed Jungkook.

"You outed him, Hoseok. No matter who it is or what's happening, You never out someone!! You should know this!!! Especially with what happened to you."

Taehyung's words buzzed around his head like an angry bee. The red haired male whined in frustration and fell back against his mattress. How could he. How dare he do that to Jungkook. Especially when someone did that to him. He big his lip harshly, tasting a faint lingering of metal in his mouth.

When Hoseok was in the eighth grade, he had a crush on a boy in his class. His name was Minjoon. They where friends, really good friends. Hoseok didn't meet Jungkook until highschool but he and Minjoon where inseparable. At first, the young boy thought the feeling he had was friendship but it was so much more. The two boys sat outside together, leaning against an oak tree. They where quiet, staring at each other.

Without even thinking Hoseok leaned in towards his friend. His eyes closing. Until, he felt hands push hard at his chest and he fell into the grass. "What are you doing?!" Minjoon screeched in shock and anger. "Why would you kiss me?!" He yelled. Hoseok sat back up, his bottom lip wobbling as he whimpered. "I-I think I like you.. Minjoon..." he said. The other boy snarled in disgust. "I'm not gay, you freak!!" He spat, stomping away.

The next day Hoseok walked into his school to see everyone staring at him, snickering at him. He saw Minjoon, a huge smirk overtaking his little face. "There he is! There's the little girly boy who tried to kiss me!" Hoseok's young face fell a million stories to the ground. He Told them. He told everyone. They all knew.

And now, Hoseok had done the same thing to Jungkook. Someone he was supposed to love and take care of. He sighed again, trying like always to suppress his pained memories. He then thought of Jimin. Who still hung out with Jungkook. Who has even become closer to him. He was wrong. He was so wrong. Even about Jimin. He wasn't a jerk. He cared more about Jungkook that Hoseok even imagined.

"I need to apologize to him.." Hoseok whispered to himself as he stared at the dark ceiling.

~

The ravenette and blond boys walked together quietly. Neither knowing what to say to each other. Neither of them knowing why they felt so shy. It was just a tattoo, so why where they acting so weird. Jungkook looked over to the smaller boy, studying his face for the millionth time. No matter how many times he sees him, he's still the most beautiful person Jungkook has ever seen in his entire life. Everything about him was beautiful. His plump lips, his round eyes, his full cheeks, his sharp jaw.. and his smile. God his smile. There would never be anything more radiant than the sight of Jimin's beautiful smile.

The two of them walked up the porch to Jungkook's house and pushed open the door. "Jimin is here." Jungkook called, his voice empty, monotone. Jimin smiled and waved awkwardly. His parents stared at Jimin, shocked looks on their faces. The only sound the four of them could hear was the sound of the clock above the couch ticking slowly. Until finally, Jungkook's mom spoke up. "Dear god, Jimin! What has happened to you?!"