SACRED - JIKOOK

TRUTH

Jungkook awoke in his bed with a pounding headache, his watery eyes looking confused at the ceiling. "Oh good. You're up. Idiot." He heard the sound of Hoseok's voice and looked over through his dazed vision. "W-why are you here..?" He asked, his voice cracking. "You should be thanking me. You passed out in the street shivering. I ran after you when you left. I knew you'd do something stupid." He said softly. "Don't patronize me.." the younger said, turning back to look out his window. "You need to apologize to Jimin." Hoseok said firmly. Which caused the memory of yesterday to flood Jungkook's mind.

He sat straight up with wide eyes, his heart aching in his chest. "J-Jimin.. fuck.. fuck!! What do I do he's probably pissed.. no.. no he's probably devastated!" He yelled out getting up as he paced his room. "What do I do what do I do?!" He asked himself through his panic. "Jin took him home last night. He was a sobbing mess. He wouldn't even listen to anyone speaking to him. Not even his father when he walked in. His dad let Jin sleep on the couch because he was worried. Jimin cried all night. He's still on the floor in his room. He won't answer anyone. He won't even get up." Hoeok remarked, a worried look on his face. Remembering Jin's frantic texts.

"What I did was awful. More than awful. But what you did was Just as bad. He's in love with You Jungkook." Jungkook froze and turned to him. "L-love..? I knew he liked me but.. h-he loves me too..?" He whispered. "You're such a dense idiot Jungkook! He's so clearly in love with you it should be written on his forehead. You broke his heart Jungkook. You better go and fix it." Jungkook began to cry again. He made the biggest mistake of his life. "I-I forgive you.. b-but just for kicking some sense into me.." he said, dashing out of his room and out the front door. Hoseok felt the corner of his mouth turn up to a smile at his words.

Jungkook ran as fast and as hard as he could to Jimin's pretty gray house. His heart pounded against his ribs and his breath was hoarse. Still, he didn't stop. Even when the cramp in his side knocked the wind from his lungs. Without thinking he barged through the door, just as the worried Jin was leaving. "J-Jungkook? What are you-" Jungkook didn't even look at his elder friend. He just pushed past and ran up to Jimin's room, banging on the door. "Jimin?" He called "Jimin please open the door!" he begged.

When he heard that voice, Jimin shot up from the floor. "Jungkook..?" He whispered. "Please..! I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry I did those things.. I take it all back. I should've given you more time. You deserve at least that. My shitty life isn't your fault.. hell, you're the one thing that makes it better... I just.. I can't loose you.. please.." he said, slowly falling to his knees, his hands still pressed against the door. Suddenly the door opened, the small blond quickly Hugged Jungkook's face into his chest. "W-why.. why would I ever want to leave you..?" He asked. Jungkook looked up at him with fat tears on his face.

"I'm so sorry Jimin.." he said. "I know Jungkook.." the boy said back, softly kissing him on his thin lips. "I know.. I forgive you.. but.. now that the town knows.. they're gonna tell my father.. we have.. we have to tell him now.. b-before he finds out from someone else.." he said, fear quivering through his words. "Fuck.. baby I'm so sorry.. w-we can do it together okay..?" He whispered, holding Jimin close. "Yes.. please.."as they snuggled, Jimin's father walked into the hallway upstairs. "What is going on up here?- Jungkook..? Jimin.. you're finally out of your room.." he said in a gentle tone, trying to hide the worry for his son.

Hearing his father's voice, Jimin quickly stood on his feet, almost wobbling from nervousness. "D-dad I.." he tried to say, but his father just smiled, opening his arms. "Come here." He said. His chest broad and inviting aura had Jimin running into his arms like a lost child. "F-father.. I.. I dropped religious sciences.. I-I'm taking dance classes instead.." he admitted through his sniffles and whimpers. His father stiffened at first. "Already..? I thought it would've taken more time before you made your decision." He said with a little chuckle.

Jimin looked at his father his his brows pulled in with confusion. "You knew..?" He whispered. "Of course I knew Jimin. I know you want me to be proud of you but.. I also know you don't really want to be a priest. It was hard to see you live a life that wasn't real. And.. to be honest.. I caught you dancing one day and it was beautiful. I knew then that dance was your real passion. Performing. Making people smile." His father said, his wrinkles more prominent as he smiled warmly. Jimin smiled sweetly, feeling a huge weight come off his shoulders from how supportive his dad was. How he always had been.

His eyes trailed back to Jungkook. His cute messy bed head, his red eyes and nose from crying and his full cheeks. Along with all his piercings and tattoos. Jimin smiled nervously. Knowing what he had to tell his father next. "Dad..?" He called softly. "Yes my boy?" His father replied, softly petting his soft blond hair. "D-dad.. dad I'm.. I'm gay.." he said, tears pouring like a waterfall down his face. His fathers eyes widened in shock. "Jimin.." Jimin shook his head. "P-please just.. don't say anything yet.." he whispered. His father sighed, holding his son's cheek. "Jimin.. son why are you crying..?" He asked.

"B-because.. because I'm a sinner.. I'm not straight.." he whispered back. "Jimin.. Do you love god?" His father asked. "Y-yes.." the elder man smiled. "That's all that matters. I don't care that you're gay Jimin. I just want you to be happy, healthy and a man that loves god. The Bible has been mistranslated so many times.. and the stories aren't real.. all metaphorical. But the one thing I know is true, is that god loves all of his children. And that certainly includes you. And your boyfriend, Jungkook too." He said, with a wink.

Jungkook choked on the air and Jimin gasped. "H-how did you-?" His father laughed, a loud, fatherly, hearty laugh. "You two are terrible at hiding it. You clearly love each other. You look at him the way your mom looked at me when we where first dating." He said with a fond smile at the memory. "But.. with you two being in love.. it's going to be dangerous for you.. especially you Jimin. It would be best if.. if you moved away."