How If (Dong Hua And Feng Jiu Story)

15. Heartiness

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It's been almost a week since Bai Qian had been in Qin que. Her condition was getting better because of the herbal medicine from Dong Hua and treatment from Nay-nay. Morning sickness was still felt sometimes, however, she had calmed down. Whatever happened next, she had given up. She decided to stay in Qin Que again. She wanted to live quietly here. She even wanted to drink the forgetfulness potion, but that would definitely go against her pregnant state. Her uterus need extra care. The thing she had realized since she was pregnant.

Sometimes, her belly felt tight. Like this time, the fetus in her womb coiled up. A bulge appeared in the cloth covering her stomach. She grimaced. It didn't know why this fetus likes to torture its mother so much. Did it want the mother to always acknowledge the existence so as not to drown in the grief caused by the father?

"Princess, why do you like to make me hurt so much? Do you really want Mom to always love you?" Bai Qian monologues, She stroked her belly, calming the movement of the naughty fetus. "I will always love you. No matter what happens, I will always be with you. Qin Que will always protect family. You will be happy to live here even without Father. Here, you have mother, brother, grandfather, grandmother and uncles. Oh, yeah. Don't forget the queen's cousin, Feng Jiu and her husband Dong Hua Dijun, as well as your niece, Bai Gun gun. That child is so meticulous at such a young age. You must like him. Ugh." The fetus kicked from the inside again.

She was daydreaming again. She had been thinking all night. Was all this a manifestation of what she said when she tried to reject her match with Ye Hua first. Didn't she even promise Ye Hua freedom to have many concubines back then? She even promised to choose the most beautiful concubine for him and rejected Ye Hua's declaration of love at that time. Was this really the karma? Come to think of it, Ye Hua made her show her step to Jiuchongtian as his wife after the war. And now.. Ye Hua also brought Ming Xia who was pregnant after returning from the battlefield.

Was that how it should be? Would there be another Ming Xia in the future due to the same pattern of behavior from her husband for the tendency to open a Harem? If that's the case, wasn't she the fool here? Her position in Jiuchongtian may be that of the crown princess, but... she was wallowing in a powerful patriarchal environment, should she compromise with that?

Last night, she finally stood up, looking for the Khunlun fan artifact. She looked at the fan for a long time. The fan had hurt her husband. Shouldn't she just kill Ye Hua if she really can't compromise with that? Compromise with the soon to be unlocked Harem. No, she couldn't compromise. Definitely. Her heart will burn with jealousy, imagining Ye Hua sharing sweat and semen with other women.

But, why didn't she just kill him? Didn't Ye Hua already do that with Ming Xia? Later, another woman will come. No matter her position as the most beautiful Goddess at this time, future generations will also have their own charm in Ye Hua's eyes. Especially considering their age gap.

She walked over to the mirror. She sat and set the fan down on the table and she began to see her reflection in the mirror. The celestial clan's majestic clothing tightly wrapped around her body, however, it couldn't hide her swollen body within.

Stiff with her condition, she tugged at the straps of her dress, removing her layers of clothing, one by one. The swollen body was now plain. Her chest was even sensitive to touch at this point. They hung, preparing themselves as a source of nutrition for the baby, and.. the bulge of her expanding belly, accommodated the baby who was curled up comfortably inside.