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Denial.

Ace's POV

I heard my door shut and immediately threw the glass cups on my table onto my wall. I threw all the forms on my desk and threw the bottle of whiskey onto the floor. 

"SON OF A BITCH" I shouted as I threw another glass bottle against the floor. What was I fucking thinking? I let my fucking emotions get to this. Of course it was too good to be fucking true. All girls are the fucking same. I thought Davina could really change me but of course I was fucking wrong. No one ever fucking loved me except for my mother what twisted bullshit made me think that Davina fucking Di Angelo could possibly love me? Ace De Stefano. A killer that doesn't hesitate. I reached to my phone and texted Gio and Dom.

'Come over tonight. And bring the girls.'

'Looks like someone needs to blow off some steam'

'Shut up Gio. Just bring them. And a bottle of whiskey'

'Do I want to know?'

'Shut up Dom.'

I turned my phone off and stepped out of my office. I needed a shower for fucks sake. And a hot one this time. If Davina thinks that she can just say those words and pretend everything could go back to normal she is one crazy person.

Davina's POV

I held onto my pillow and cried so much. I have never in my life cried so much to the point where my head hurt so bad. Every time I stopped crying, I would close my eyes but the only thing I could see is Ace. I couldn't love him. I could never. He would hurt me. I know he would. But something twisted keeps telling me that he can be a better person and he can be capable of loving people. 

What am I thinking... I am not going to mope around some guy who I am going to marry for his family and mine. Crying won't solve anything. I got up and out of my bed and quickly washed my face in the bathroom. I put my hair up into a high ponytail before heading to the gym. At least if I picture Ace's face maybe I could break the punching bag. I remember moving from weights to the punching back and going back and fourth. It was about 7 at night when I decided to head back into my room and shower. I turned the shower on and sat on the floor with my elbows to my knees and my hands in my hair and started to sob. I thought I let my sadness turn into anger in the fucking gym but I guess not. I think I stayed in the shower for a good hour before getting out. I wiped the foggy mirror and saw myself with bloodshot eyes. My back was completely red from the hot water pouring down my back for so long. 

I was going through the hoodies in my closet and found a big black hoodie. I threw that on with some Nike Pros. I was hungry but the thought of walking into Ace made me want to cry all over again. So I got into bed and went on my phone for a bit. Maybe I should text Ari? I opened messenger and started typing.

'Hey hoe...'

Five minutes later

'Oh my fucking fucks BITXH do you know how long I thought you were dead for!?'

'I'm sorry Ari... I've been caught up with a lot. Now my dad wants me to marry this Ace kid and I thought for a split second we had something going on but now I don't think I'll ever love him.'

After I sent that text, Ari called me. We talked over the phone for about three hours. It was midnight here and around 6 at night in New York. The time zone hasn't been the worst to be honest. 

"Hey I got last minute science shit to do. Some project about how coke is bad for you?" I laughed at what Arianna had said. Ari has pretty much done everything except for heroine. She's a hardcore person but hey... Who am I to judge right?

"Yeah I think I should get some sleep too. Go do whatever homework you have and don't fail" Ari blew me a kiss through the phone and hung up. I plugged my phone into charge and plopped onto my bed. Come to think of it, Leo hasn't texted or called in a while after hearing about Ace. It's probably nothing to be honest.

I closed my eyes and tried to sleep but I couldn't Is there one day where I can sleep in my fucking bed in peace? The only nice sleep I had here was... When I was in Ace's bed.

No shut up. You can sleep just fine in your bed here. I remember I was counting shit like animals and finally when I hit seventy something, I passed out. That fuck.

Ace's POV

Gio and Dom came over and it was around 10 at night. Before they got here, I went upstairs a couple of times and held my ear against Davina's room door. I heard muffle talking between her and someone over the phone and assumed it was either Arianna or Leo. 

"So we picked up three chicks from the club you own, and they are pretty fucking hot." Dom chuckled and patted my back as he walked to the sofa. I saw three girls walk into the living room. They are looked like one night stand hookers who just wanted our money. Two of them had terrible yellow blonde hair and the other one had curly brown hair. I don't remember any of their names and I don't even care to be honest.

It took me about and hour, but I was finally drunk. I grabbed one of the blonde haired girl's arm and took her to my room. I closed the door behind me and she Pulled me into a kiss. The whole time we were making out, all I could think about was Davina. I wanted it to be her. I took off my shirt and threw her onto my bed. She unzipped my pants and put her hands in my boxers. I felt her hand on my dick and threw my head back.

"Davina" I moaned.

"Uhm it's actually Isabella" God her bitchy tone just ruined the whole thing. I rolled my eyes and pulled my pants back up.

"Get out." I said calm, but cold.

"But I though-"

"I SAID GET OUT" I yelled and she ran out of my room. I scratched the back of my head and let out a sigh. What in the fucking world are you doing to me tesoro? Why did you have to walk into my life and turn everything around? 

I shook it off and went back downstairs. I joined everyone else but of course Isla or whatever her name was had left because she got her feelings hurt. Not that I fucking care. We continued our night and at around 2, Dom left with the other blonde and the brunette went home, leaving Gio to pass out on my sofa. I didn't mind it to be fair. It wasn't the first time he had spent the night with me. I went up to my room and leaned back on my bedframe. My eyes became heavy on my eyes and a few minutes later, I drifted off to sleep. 

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